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I am having problems searching for pictures on here when i search it my screen turns white and says "The used table type doesn't support FULLTEXT indexes". So i was wondering if i was the only one with the problem and if not. are they going to fix it?

Unable to move, unable to speak, unable to smell, unable to touch, unable to hear, unable to do anything but see, and feel, I am trapped. Enclosed within a glass pane that leaves me as exposed to you as much as you want me to be, just as you are as exposed as much that you feel secure doing. I see you, I feel you, just as you do me. You walk around my enclosure, knowing that if we were to act out of haste just for me to be free, you would die. You've tried before, tried freeing me, yet I'm never willing to part from my ways, I love you to much to change the situation. I see all of you, your happiness and your pains, your secrets and your fears, so on and so forth. You know me as well, at least partially from what I'm able to show you and from what you can feel. Your issues run deep, your scars heal slowly, barely able to at all. The only cure is for me to be with you, for us to be able to be together and be seen together, and yet it seems as if it's just an impossible dream. Many times I watch you suffer, tortured and raped by the constant brutality of life. I can't move to your rescue and force all the pain away, not able to smell the raw stench of ugly mixed with your beauty, not able to hold you until you can stand again, not able to hear your innocence as it is ripped away, and the cruelty of the world as it laughs. Not able to do anything but watch and feel, and it is the greatest gift the devil was able grant. Your face, beautiful, now twisted in horror as tears sprint down your canvas, tears that I've produced for you again and again. Your screams, your desperate cries for help for love and care, ignored by those who are suppose to be closest to you. It's a daily fight, the internal and external struggles you go through and you take it all. I curse fate for leaving me in this predicament, damming all of my luck in the process. You ask me to let you go and I can't, the selfish coward in me doesn't want to lose you with every fiber of my being, and yet I cant be there for you, thus I've already lost you, and I am already alone. You're still here, and yet I've killed you the eyes that used to shine now dull and unresponsive as I am forever trapped in my place, you in yours.

<p>Hi iam back from Jay's funeral and have retuen home at my familys resort in Mexico. I would like to share with you my friends here on GBT a few things. I was very surprise to see jay's school and a lot of towns pepole turn out for his funeral. Jay's Dad had draped jay's coffin with the rainbow flag and most where wearing a pride ribbons in honor of Jay. And what surprised me most was jay's three best friends who be traded jay and where the ones that started the bullying. Thay where his pallbearers as was I, thay did not look will and you could see thay where hurting inside real bad. Was able to talk to them and thay knew i was jay's life friend and told me thay never had meant for Jay to take his life. these three young man where very tore up inside and you could see this in there eyes. I forgave them, but thay had live with what thay had done the rest of there lives. Yes I feel sorry for them and ther familys. this communty has learned what bullying can do.I would like to thank everyone for there kind words and support this is a strong Gay Communty GBT. Thank you. I'll be saying my goodbyes to all my Friends here on GBT, I've had my troubles being Bullyed for being young and

<p>Recently lost my external hard-drive, which had all of my videos...had a techie friend (also gay, fortunately!) try to recover the stuff but no-go...it well and truly munched itself. Slowly building from scratch and looking for a specific video...hoping someone here will recognize my description and have the video :-D</p> <p>It starts with a very cute teen/twink skateboarding at night in what appears to be an Italian plaza; the lad does a bit of showing-off then sits down to have a cigarette. The next scene is in a hotel room, where he's interviewed by the cameraman (English sub-titles)...he says he's "mostly" straight, as I recall, but does say he'll have sex with guys. Also recall he's got a pierced tongue and lip...and, as I mentioned, he's *quite* cute ;-) The next scene is in the shower with a nicely-hung twink...a little playing around, and they end up in bed where the "mostly" straight lad gets his ass pounded by the older twink. It's a very hot scene, and I *think* I originally found it here, although I can't find it again. If anyone recognizes this, and has it, or knows where it could be found, I'd be most appreciative!</p>

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<p>the blogs are really funny, serious, lovely, keep up the good work guys</p>

<p>Which land would you like to live in some day and which land is the most friendliest to gays</p>

<p>As much as I'd like you guys watch me beat off while i show off my slim retail body, id also like to upload pics. how do i do that? thanks, and luv u all!</p>

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<p>NZ: Rise in annual HIV diagnoses continues<br /> The NZ AIDS Foundation's increasing focus on New Zealand's population of Asian men who have sex with men has been underscored by statistics showing that 15 per cent of gay and bi men newly-diagnosed with HIV last year were Asian, with Maori close behind on 13%, though by far the biggest ethnic group contracting HIV remains those of European origin.<br />According to data just available, which shows a record number of HIV diagnoses last year, of all the 136 men who have sex with men found to be infected in 2014, including those previously diagnosed overseas, 82 (60%) were New Zealand European, 20 (15%) Asian, 17 (13%) Maori, seven Pacific Islanders (5%) and 10 (7%) were of other ethnicities <br />In April this year the NZAF appointed a prevention worker to specifically reach out to the country's Asian population. It also has a pacific Islands prevention facilitator and has long had a Maori thread to its prevention work.</p> <p>Auckland, with over a quarter of the country's population and believed to be home to a higher proportion of the country's glbti people, continues to lead the HIV infection figures, as it has done since the start of the epidemic. 79 (58%) of gay and bi men diagnosed with HIV last year were living in Auckland, 19 (14%) in Wellington, 21 (15%) in other parts of the North Island, and 10 (8%) in the South Island. Seven (5%) reported that they normally lived overseas.</p> <p>The age range of the men diagnosed with HIV last year was 18 - 74 years. 47 (35 %) were aged under 30 years, 32 (24%) aged 30 - 39 years, 33 (24%) aged 40 - 49 years, and 24 (17%) were aged 50 or more. The researchers at the AIDS Epidemiology Group at Otago Medical School note that these infections may have occurred at a younger age than when they were diagnosed.</p> <p>"Gay, bisexual men and other men who have sex with men (MSM) continue to be the most affected group," says the NZAF's Executive Director Shaun Robinson. "Of the 217 newly reported diagnoses, 136 (63 per cent) were MSM. Eighty-six (86) of these men were infected in New Zealand compared to 69 in 2013."</p> <p>"Some gay and bisexual men are simply not responding to the messages to use condoms and lubricant," Robinson says. "While 80 per cent of gay men are high condom users, 20 per cent are not. They may have concluded that HIV is not something to worry about or that they can tell who is infectious and who is not. Sadly this has led to new infections of HIV which remains an incurable disease."</p> <p>HIV testing numbers across New Zealand have nearly doubled in 10 years, according to Robinson. "This is likely to be diagnosing some of the 20 per cent of MSM who have HIV but do not know it. If the number of undiagnosed cases is reduced this is a good thing. While these men may have been infected some years ago these infections will be showing in the statistics in the year in which they were diagnosed. Once diagnosed, people with HIV can take medication that both improves their health and dramatically reduces their ability to pass on the virus."</p>

Hey there boys, I use to be a regular here but after a few years of mental health troubles I stayed away. I'm just wondering if any of my old friends are still hanging out.

 

Take care, Mikey