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Create New Blog EntryThis morning as I thought about this day, I saw this picture. And it made me think of a sweet young man that has touched so many here. And is still in our thoughts even though not on GBT today. And I know that today he too will be visiting his own Father. My heart goes out to him and all who have lost a father, brother, mother or sister to the horrors that war brings. May mankind find the will and love to learn to live in harmony so that no child has to suffer the loss of a parent again. Find peace in your day Joelie...
god! look after people of our community that we lost yesterday.we grieve with your loved ones, and wish a speedy recovery to the injured.what can we to do to stop these butchers of mankind.
For Andy and Cooper, on a day that is special to you for many reasons. In memory of a close friend you carry in your hearts and minds, as I hold you both in mine. Thanks for being the great friends to everyone that you are. It matters... a lot. Love you both so much.
my Friends are going through difficult periods in their lives just now too, my blog was letting me deal with what is happening in mine just now, but I understand my friends need support too, so sending you all my love and thoughts to help you through your problems, love always, Scott.
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DESCRIPTION:
A creative and driven teenager is desperate to escape his hometown and the haunting memories of his turbulent childhood.
DIRECTOR/ WRITER: Stephen Dunn
STARRING: Aaron Abrams, Jack Fulton, Joanne Kelly (See IMDB listing for full cast and info)
GENRE: Drama
AWARDS: Winner of 10 film awards! (See IMDB for a list of all awards and nominations)
IMDB INFO PAGE: http://www.imdb.com/title/tt3638396/?ref_=fn_al_tt_2
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I was scrolling through peoples profiles that comment on my profile and someone posted this.
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I had to have a liver biopsy this morning. I had to be at the hospital at six and the biopsy at seven.
So I get to the hospital and they have me change into one of those stupid hospital gowns. I was allowed to keep my boxers on so it wasn't so bad. Then comes the IV ... I don't care much for needles - especially when they want to shove them into the top of my hand. The nurse had trouble with my vein ... she said I must be dehydrated. I said maybe that's because I wasn't allowed to drink anything for the last eight hours (and coming up on 9). I was really getting cranky because I hadn't eaten for eight hours and I had a slight headache. Plus I was nervous and scared.
She told me that the doctor ordered Demerol and something else that I can't remember and that she was injecting those right now. She promised that when that cocktail "kicks in" that I won't care what they do to me. Cool
I'm laying there and my step-mom, Marlene, is rattling on about stuff. I asked her if she could be quiet and watch the tv. She said she goes on like that when she's nervous as she sits there eating a Lance cracker and drinking a coffee. I rolled my eyes! Jeez!
Soon they were wheeling me into a Procedure Room. Inside there must have been 12 white coats to greet me, the only familiar face was my doctors. He was quick to find out if it was OK with me if some medical students looked on. I told him it would be OK but that I didn't want any pictures taken. He chuckled and then told me (or the group) that I didn't appear too sedated. He told me that it won't hurt - that it would be over in a few minutes. Then he cautioned me not to move while he was working.
He said he was going to inject lidocaine to numb the skin. If you have never been injected with lidocaine it burns like hell! It wasn't just the one injection either - there were multiple injections. After the first four that area was pretty numb but every so often it would burn. When he's done injecting he turns to talk with the students for about 5 minutes. He turns his attention back to me asking how I felt? If I felt numb - he began pricking me with a needle or something sharp. Good my whole side seemed numb.
He was doing stuff down there - I could feel pressure but no pain. Then it felt like he was sucking my insides out. I think he took a few samples...it felt like it. And then it was over.
I'm sure that biopsy didn't hurt as much as having my finger cut off or a white, hot poker jabbed into my eye. But I hope it's a long time before I have to have that done again.
I forgot to mention that I have a genetic blood disorder called Juvenile hemochromatosis or iron overload. If you want you can read about it here ... http://www.mayoclinic.org/diseases-conditions/hemochromatosis/symptoms-causes/dxc-20167290
If you want to see how the biopsy was done watch this ....
was thinking of leaving or just giving the place a break at the begining of the new year, dont think anybody will miss me, not just this site, in the whole, I have missed all my friends that have left, they dont even want to keep in touch, so maybe make a clean break from everybody, maybe take up a hobby or something. Scott
I'm really hating people right now. Girls in particular. I put on a fucking belt yesterday and a bit tight too and then realized I couldn't figure out how to take it off or lose it. I went to a store that I thought I bought it from and they couldn't figure it out either though for whatever it is worth it appears it was the wrong store as they said that they did not sell that particular one. It was called "Reaction" by Kenneth Cole. I looked it up on Amazon.com in panic like "Oh, my fucking God I cannot believe what is fucking happening!!!!" kind of anxiety and saw that they show how it is put on but NOT how to take it off! I want to sue the FUCK out of those people, shame them, and put them out of business. So after the store trip I went to my mom's realizing I'm probably going to need to cut it off but letting her look at it as well and see what she could figure but I was feeling weird at that point and thought maybe I could drive out to this other store that I might have bought it from but as I was called I hung up because I was feeling bad at that point and rather freaked out so I said to my mom I needed to cut it. Here's where it gets even more fucked up but exemplifies my lifelong experience with my parents. She said, "Let me see where to cut it." Now I know she was trying to be clever and helpful but I was suffocating, in pain, and could not think right at that point because on top of all of that I was freaking out. So I was holding the belt out showing her where to cut it which was just a random spot because I was desperate and said, "Hurry!" then the bitch goes, "Don't talk to me that way!" and holds the scissors behind her back! Oh! I also said in anxiousness when I said we need to cut it off that this belt was a homicidal torture device and she says, "Don't use those words!". I swear. I said, "HURRY!" again a second time and started to weep because I was feeling really bad at that point and after being brought to tears she cut it for me. At that point I told her she was a horrible human being and that I hated her. The most fascinating thing happened as I then walked out the back door. There was a BEAUTIFUL dead bird that had clearly killed itself by accident with the window and its beautiful eyes were still open at the footsteps right when you walked out. I then said in a weeping sobbing voice with all of the strength I could muster, "There is a bird. Dead at your door." I am so glad I stood up to my bullying parent and she went back and forth saying, "What did I do?" and "Don't you talk to me that way!" while cowering behind the bushes as I got into my car and told her, "Fuck you!" again with all of the strength I could muster. I then drove off and now I'm not speaking to them via text or however. What the fuck?! How should I proceed? It's so bad because no matter what I say to my Father or fat aunt it will be my fault because I was not "civil" and facts do not matter you always show respect to your parents! I hate my family. I hate girls. I literally woke up recently thinking they should all be killed and grounded up into horse feed. Why not? We don't need them anymore. Science is allowing us to not be dependent on them for anything now. As a matter of fact since I was written out of my rich grandfather's will I think I will write my two nieces out for a little surprise for the family as well. They don't have anything to do with me anyway and I have cum to the conclusion that people who don't have anything to do with my life should never get any of my money or anything else for that matter. Here's the thing. I want to probably leave the bulk of my will to some gay porn companies because that is all that makes sense to me at this point and all I care about probably. I was thinking Helix and Staxus seem to be the best but what about "GayBoysTube"? How would I even do that? Would I get arrested from the start? There's more but that's how I am feeling at the moment.
Now he’s a married man and looks like a homeless person. What happened to that stunningly beautiful guy that was so talented and full of energy. Have you ever seen the Beauty and a Beat video? He directed that, he wrote it, starred in it and it still stands as his best song, a real example of what it means to be young and free and gorgeous.
i wonder if that will ever come back? Now he’s covered in horrible tattoos and stubble and dresses like he slept in his clothes.
They all said it would happen, it always does to young stars.
Hi , I`m Albert, age 57 I thank all of the users on my profile I`m here for friends more then porn !! I like long play videos { not to dirty. } I watch a lot of family type films on my laptop. talk to internet users from the U.S., Canada, and the U.K. by e-mail. Just a little more information on me I do believe in God. Enjoy my profile friends. About my believing in God just look at the trees mountains and hills and the human beings around you there`s has to be a God not gods but the Almightly God.
