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Brothers
I will say this isn’t going to be nothing sexual but more personal matter .. wonder about others here with brothers ( and sisters if have any) ..— how were things when growing up
nothing sexual unless you want to make it that way message me privately .
I grew up youngest of four .. and there’s a five years age difference between me and my brother next to me ( let’s say when I was 13 he was 18)
There was one person that made me feel special and glad to have around and that was my mom.. which I guess that’s what mothers do ..
but growing up I see friends with brothers and sisters hang out and laugh with each other .. and even my older brothers hung out with each other but never wanted me around.. it was like they were ashamed of me or maybe got the impression I never should been born..
I grew up little bit feminine my teen years definitely was a trying time .. but even then I had friends closer to me than my own brothers and my dad ..
my dad — I won’t even say all he said but basicly it was I was an accident and that I never should been born .. shit like that ..
up until 10/11 as a family I was always sad until the day I found out my parents were getting a divorce .. my brothers went with my dad and I went with my mom..
my dad tried his best to get me to live with him but how he treated me until then.. there was no way I was going to put up with it any longer ..
my mom and I moved to another place/area —- and some reason I felt happy and knew it was because they weren’t there to make me feel like nothing..
but I see these other guys close with their brothers and sisters and wonder why this kind of bond was never done between my brothers and I ..
anyone else with brothers or sisters ever feel same way?
I come from a family of 5. I'm the middle child. Bio mom just died. No love lost there. Father is still kicking and still a dick. I have an older brother and sister, as well as a younger brother and sister. My older sister got custody of my younger siblings about 5 years ago. Parents did nothing but drink and preach the work of god lol. All the siblings get along great.
Be grateful for not being a racist like lxierigato, or being groomed to be a racist, bigot, or disgusting guy who belittled females or most anyone who were more than likely smarter than those who look down on others. Comraderie amongst siblings is just as common as intense dislike taught to them but disgusting parent(s) who never should've had the honor to be a parent.