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Types of depression
Please only serious comments .. if any one here has a friend that has depression and knows what I am talking about .. know it’s not a matter to take lightly
A month on new meds for my mental issues/ problems but as part of the depression I am going through I still feel like do t want to get out of bed and do anything .. but all the voices in my head are gone so don’t feel like killing myself now and the meds have made it where I quit crying over anything then just got to point I was just crying period ..
I’m on two pills now and still trying to work my way through this .. if anyone else knows about this or has gone through this type of depression I’d like to have some help .. I gotten so far down it’s hard to get back up..
I am on two meds so far so be nice if someone give pointers or suggestions on this because even though the suicide thought are gone I still feel like I wished I were dead.. I have family. To talk to but I just do t think that they understand what I am going through
My first boyfriend had depression. He killed himself one morning. Never seen that coming. His mom and I identified his body.
I’ve been on anxiety meds and stuff for mental issues since I was 12 .. back then thorizine was given for mental issues .. I’ve been on couple others over the years worked but then seemed to stop .. I was on two pills For about 15 years seemed to work .. Paxel and another one I can’t think of and the last year or so I guess they weren’t working as good .. but I worked a lot of hours and slept when wasn’t working and the idea of me I was so angry and pissed off at everything but then crying ove nothing and I guess letting it go causes me to be hateful with co workers and I got fired .. but the thing I said about voices was I’d hear yelling my name but no one was there .. I sat and wrote down 5 ways I can commit suicide.. ..
and losing my job wasn’t a bad thing as I think it was dug my anger and hate .. this is a feeling I couldn’t understand .. no one did anything to me but I was so mad and angry at everything . I threw a bottle of pop at work across the room cusses it out because it wasn’t cold enough ..
to add things to my depression I did lose a family member .. April 2019 she had a brain aneurysm and died 10 days after .. by then my mind was all in its own world and this didn’t make matters better .. it was my parents that told me I needed help and i went even though. I didn’t want to.. it was the depression keeping me down .. I’ve been on 4 meds different times to see if work now I am on two pills and my mind is clearer but I still don’t want to do anything . Like I just wanna lay there and let whatever happens happens ..
I used to play video games .. listen to music and watch movies but now I can barely stay awake from this depression .. so I figured I’d reach out here and couple other sites I reached out to and see if anyone went through this and what did have to do to get over this feeling..
also .. I had three animals had them for 9 to15 years and lost them one after the other due to age .. Illness and stroke ... so anyone attached to animals know that’s just as rough as losing a friend or family member ..
now this virus is weighing down on me and I try to muster up the will and energy to get up but I just can’t do it
I have similar issues. I take paxil and effexor. I am currently in a disinterested state and upping meds didn't help. Talking to a therapist helps me, which I've made an appointment for. They won't judge you as many Family and friends will. Best of luck.
Well, off hand I'm not sure what to tell you. I could challenge you with some thoughts as I pass through here if you would like! :) Um, here it goes!
1. Things will get better so look up!
2. You are as happy and or sad as you wish and choose to be!
3. Think positive and encourage other people in life! Try to interact with others and help them in what ever ways you can.
4. Do communicate with whomever about why you feel the way you feel and discuss what may or may not be possible to fix whatever issue(s).
Uh, that's all I can think of! A bit generic but I was just trying I guess, eh.