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Please forgive the delay in finishing Chapter15, the knock on my head wasn't over, a few days after I published chapter 14 I had a massive stroke. It was quite severe I spent months learning to walk and talk again, I am still not a hundred per cent but then I am glad to be alive and have health insurance.

Remember, this was a private suite! We were paying handsomely for this facility and everything that came with it, I must add that The Health insurance was picking up most of the bill.

All The Kingsmere Rangers had contributions to this health scheme taken from their wages, including James and I

I went back to Payton he did look a little better but I knew from my stay in this room some months previously, that I had to help him recover. It's easy just to 'slip away' if you have no idea how ill you are, and He was in this position.

I spoke slowly and quietly to him until he opened his eyes, he gazed at me and smiled.

'How are you feeling Payton?'. He whispered 'so so', I asked him did he need anything, he shook his head, his breathing was less 'harsh' but still laboured.

A knock on the door shifted my attention from Payton, I patted his shoulder and went to the door and opened it to find a subdued Dr.Swann looking at me.

'May i have a word my Lord?' he had a file in his hands.

'Dr Swann, would you please stop using that out-modded way of using my Title?' he looked at me with a questioning look on his face

'Then how should address you?'

'Lord Rory would be acceptable, what is it?' Swann  opened his file,

'Payton's red blood count is quite low, probably from the number of antibiotics were giving him!' I looked up at me, I suppose he was expecting some sort of professional answer, i had no idea what he was talking about!

'What exactly are you saying Doctor?'

'Put simply, he needs a blood transfusion!' I looked from the file back at Swann,

'Are you asking my permission.?' Swann shuffled his feet,

'Well, yes and no, he has to have one but we need a suitable donor, He has quite a rare blood type and we have none in stock!'

He seemed to stop talking,

'Well? Swann shuffled his feet again,

'He's A-negative, YOU are the only one we have to hand to give him the blood he needs as you too are A-Negative!.' I looked from Swann to Payton,

'You need a pint of my blood? Swann took one step back,

"Actually we need about two pints!' I must have looked shocked, then i recovered and made an old Tony Hancock joke.

"TWO PINTS, That's almost a leg full!' Swann didn't get it, of course, he didn't, he tried to explain what two pints actually was, I stopped him.

'I was Joking Doctor, when do you need it, 'Now' was the answer.

Swann explained that it would mean a continual drip, where Tubes would be linked so my blood would be slowly pumped into Payton and then back into me to be 'scrubbed' and after two pints had 'passed' through, it would alleviate Payton's blood condition.

I agreed immediately, they pushed the beds together, Payton remained unconscious, so was unaware of the thick transfusion needles going in, I was not so lucky, I winced, I was still quite skinny from my ordeal so hey had to 'fish' around for a vein.

I must have drifted off, I felt a tap on my arm and opened my eyes to see Payton looking at me. I jumped just for a second, then felt relieved that he looked much better.

He was staring at the jumble of clear tubes running red with my blood and said.

'Have you sacrificed your blood for me?' I was amused by the way he described it.

I nodded smiling, although I felt quite weak, in fact, I felt ill. I remember not being able to keep my eyes open and swooned, The last thing I heard was Payton's voice calling my name, he sounded very concerned.

I awoke to hear my baby James using his very posh and plummy voice to the utmost castigating Dr Swann for allowing me to go through such a procedure in the state I was in, and was making threatening noises against him if something dire happened to me.

Payton seemed equally angered, It seems I had woken up just in time, all voices quietened as i came to, James rushed to me, he had to brush against Payton to get to me, he and I were still 'Hooked up'

'Rory!, James had tears in his eyes, this must have been a nightmare for him, me back in the same ICU room with two months apart. I kissed him and told him not to fuss, he turned from me giving poor Payton a bad look, I slapped his hand. I turned to Payton, he looked much better, he was breathing properly and his eyes were less sunken.

Our two arms, my left and his right, were inches apart, both were still pumping blood up to a spinning 'scrubber' above our heads.

'How do you feel? I smiled at him,

'I should be asking YOU that question, what possessed you to do this for me? It was obvious he hadn't been told the reason by Dr Swann.

I beckoned the Doctor over,

'Do you want to explain why I am risking my already weakened life to save Payton before everybody hates me!'

So Dr Swann, explained about Payton's rare blood group, and I was the only match within distance to be able to save his life, he was still rambling on when I fainted again.

When I woke again, James was sobbing on my chest, and Payton was holding my hand, it was quite surreal, especially as now Kitten had joined our little group and was crying his eyes out behind James!

'What' happened? Have I died?' Everyone stopped crying, Dr Swann, lunged forward and took my pulse and check my heart.

'Yes, My Lord, we thought you had, we had to used 'paddles to get your heart beating again. I looked to my left Payton still held my hand,

'I hope you weren't doing that when he 'jumped' me, you would have gotten a shock.!' Payton dropped my hand straight away, I reached forward and grabbed it back.

'Remember Payton, were Blood-Brothers now! Payton smiled,

'I have only had your blood, you haven't had any of mine!' I turned to the Dr,

'Dr Swann, can I borrow a scalpal from you for a second?' Everyone laughed.

James kept hold of me I had my arm around his back holding him against my chest, Kit had his hand grasped firmly over my wrist and Payton just held my hand firmly.

It became obvious to Dr Swann that I was in no condition to 'give' two pints of my blood, hence James's dire threats to him, I explained that if I hadn't Payton would be the on a slab in the Morgue and any sacrifice was worth it to prevent that happening.

I asked them not to be too hard on Dr Swann, he had offered Payton, Palliative Care, only James blanched, understanding what that meant. Much later when Payton found out what Palliative Care really meant He came to see me, quite unexpectedly, it was a month later he had gotten better, discharged himself from the Hospital and disappeared into the Forest.

It was pointless trying to find him, he left no tracks, I was still recovering and had settled down to the fact that I was quite feeble and would be for months. Kit had driven me out to a lake and set a picnic and was pouring me tea when he heard a disturbance in the forest, Kit Snatched up his rifle and ran towards the perceived threat.

At that moment Payton stepped out from behind a tree and knelt down and hugged me, To say I was startled would be a vast understatement, I felt his warm cheek against mine. He pulled back and said.

'Get better soon, my 'Tribe' want to meet you, I looked at him he was stunningly handsome, his eyes glowed with health, he suddenly took my thumb and slashed the end with a small knife. It happened so fast I felt nothing, he ran the knife across his palm, and pushed my thumb into the centre and closed his fist.

'Now, we are Blood-Brother's Rory, he leaned forward, kissed me gently on the lips, whispered. 'Thank you', and was gone.

I was still in shock and dazed when Kitten returned and saw the blood in my hand, he dashed forward and took my hand in his, I opened my fist and blood gushed out, Kitten went into a panic, I calmed him.

'Kitten, it's not all my blood!' Kit looked dumbfounded, he wiped my hand and only a small cut on the top of my thumb was visible. He sat back on his bottom still confused still holding my hand.

I pulled him towards me and held him close to my chest,

"Kitten, remember when Payton said we were not blood brothers in Hospital because I hadn't had his blood? Well, now I have!' Kitten's eyes widened,

"He was here?' I nodded,

'That was sweet of him don't you think?' I saw jealousy in Kitten's eyes.

'Sweet, It's bloody creepy, he sets a diversion to get rid of me then slices your thumb and his hand and you call it sweet!!?'

'Oh, and he kissed me as well!' I saw the vein pulse in kit's neck,

'Bloody nerve! was all he said as he sat away from me sulking. I smiled to my self, but one thing was obvious to everybody, I wasn't getting better, I was feeble and no amount of beefsteak and other protean helped me, my sex life had also been curtailed, even James realised I wasn't fit enough for even a moderate fucking, I would catch him crying to himself when he thought I was out of the room.

All the boys 'tiptoed' around me, my weight never increased, I could hardly get down the long stairs to greet them without Kit's help. I realised, my system had taken too much of a blow and that I was slowly dying. I was still only twenty. But it had become obvious and I had settled my mind to it.

I would be dead, but what about James, and Kitt and Ben and all those who loved me? It would be devastating for them all, even now James had drawn into himself, and clung to me like a lost soul at night.

What could I say to them, my weight had dropped to 8.5 stone, virtually a skeleton, and nothing they injected me with or fed me changed that, the camp was in limbo, some boys went out of their way to avoid me?

That hurt me until Kitt told me later he had found them crying their eyes out in the bunkhouse.!

So now daily, Kit dropped everything and first thing in the morning he would come for me and take me to a different beauty spot and fuss over me, lying next to me, holding me tightly as I occasionally drifted off in to unconsciousness, and at night James took over, I know he fully expected me to die peacefully in my sleep, he started to lose weight which really frightened me, I had said if we both died who would tell the truth of our true love years in the future? That only him staying alive would keep my memory vibrant at Kingsmere.

But the worst affected was beautiful Kitten, he blamed himself for me falling off the buggy and hitting my head. But eventually he was convinced, which was true, that his intervention in giving me mouth to mouth saved my life and the few months that had passed were all down to his good diligence.

One thing was certain, a death knell settled over the camp, confirmed when Uncle Charles et al, turned up and greeted me as if nothing was wrong, only Tristan bursting into tears when he saw me lying in bed' broke the spell', Jamie had come from Scotland and he and Cody had fallen in love and spent most of their time checking the trees and camping all over the Estate.

Even my beloved Ben turned up for a fortnight and slept one side of me with James the other, both holding me tightly.

'Harri' our little rescue puppy would stay with me even when his beloved Kitten left to carry out some chore.

 So, that was my life ebbing away, I knew it as did  everybody else, I had become peaceful, I wasn't fighting it, I just accepted that my body had taken 'A bridge too far' The days passed very quickly, whole days would pass in an hour, in reality, I had fallen into unconsciousness many times a day and wasn't aware of it.

One night a had a very vivid dream, Payton strode into the bedroom silently, neither Ben or James woke up, I wondered how he got in? but then he was Payton.

I reached out my skinny arm to greet him he took my hand and kissed it, he pulled me up and lifted my frail body off the bed into his arms. I was naked, He covered me in a large fur blanket and took me from the room down the stairs into the night,

I must have passed out, I was so disappointed, it was a lovely dream, the stunning Payton, had gathered me into his strong arms, was this the 'dream time' just before death?

I woke up and my weak heart skipped a beat, I was surrounded by Native Canadian Elders, Peyton's face loomed into view,

'Be calm Rory, my brother, you are safe here.' I was still wrapped in the huge fur, Payton climbed in with me and held me.

'It's about time you got well my brother.!' I smiled at him, he looked radiant.

'It's just a little bit too late Payton.' Payton held a cup for me to drink, i thought it was water, it wasn't, it was bitter, I shuddered and pulled his hand away from my face.

'Do you love me, Brother?' I just looked at him,

'You have doubts Payton", he smiled.

'Trust me, I would never do anything to hurt you.

I held my nose and drank all of the dark bitter liquid. Payton lay on his back dragged me on top of him, the elders covered us in furs and left. I realised we were in a roundhouse, Willows had been bent into 'U' shapes and sunk into the ground, they were covered with furs, I turned to look at Payton. he too was naked, He lay sideways to me wrapped around me, I could feel his genitals against mine.

I next remembered waking up as Payton was pouring another batch of that foul liquid down my throat, I reached down and grabbed his rather substantial cock, it didn't faze him in the least. I let go.

'What in Gods name is this Payton? it's ghastly, He smiled at me, his right leg was between mine and my balls were resting on his knee.

"Don't you trust me, Rory? he smiled at me. I was getting rather annoyed,

'Oh, I see it's just Rory now not brother? he said nothing he reached forward and kissed me on the lips very lovingly. I was taken aback,

'Why are you kissing me, Payton?' he looked surprised,

'I thought you liked kissing, I saw you and Kit at the lake, I couldn't see what you were doing in the tent

 I reached down and massaged his dick in my hand, he giggled.

"Get it hard Payton and I will show you what we were doing in the tent. it went hard almost instantly, not long about seven inches but God it was thick and uncut,

I reached down and took that beautiful light brown head in my mouth and sucked like crazy. I could feel Payton vibrating in lust. I raised my head, rather reluctantly, Payton looked disappointed.

'Is that it,? He looked crestfallen, I raised up and very gently sank down on Payton's now well-sucked cock, I saw Payton's eyes widen as i very slowly slid down that thick dick.

'Payton, if you thrust that monster in me too forcefully you might kill me.!' Payton suddenly said 'Sorry', pulled me to him and I winced as he came deep into me. He leant back and his cock slipped out.

Payton, are you a virgin, am I your first?' he dropped his eyes from mine and nodded. I was delighted, I lifted his chin.

"Kiss me properly,' and he did just that it was wonderful, very sensual. I suddenly felt a lot better.

"Payton has your spunk got healing powers, I feel better. Payton giggled and held out the cup made of horn.

This is the Elixir that will bring you back to me and us.

'What a pity Payton I was hoping it was your spunk I would like some more please' I opened my mouth and pointed.

'Down here please!" I have never seen  a  cock get so hard so fast he kneeled up and i saw that beautiful cock for the first time, I cupped his balls and sucked that dick for all it's worth, it didn't last long, two minutes and his spunk pumped down my throat, my nostrils flared as the lovely sperm smell hit me.

Payton, lovingly held the back of my head as I sank back into that billowing host of furs. he had that look of love i have seen many times, what a pity I wasn't going to live to see those eyes much longer.

I awoke in pain, what the hell was happening? Payton woke up and grasped me to him.

Payton, I feel pain all over, have you been shagging me while I have been unconscious?

He looked hurt,

"Where is the pain, Rory?' I looked up at him.

"Every-fucking-where Payton, I thought my death would be peaceful. Payton dragged me to him, cheek to cheek,

'Don't ever say those words again! Don't you understand what the pain means?' I pulled away from him,

"Seriously Payton this dream is getting surreal, I dream a lot but not with pain in them!' with that Payton pushed his very hard cock deep into me, I gasped in pain.

He didn't thrust it back and forth, he just put all his weight behind it, I cried out as he stretched me, I was astonished  to see my own dick start to inflate, harder he forced himself into me, I saw his eyes glaze over and felt that deep pain when his helmet swelled when he came.

He didn't pull out, he just kept it pushed to the hilt, I looked up at him, this was definitely a boy in love The feeling of his still hard cock impaling me was intense, what was he waiting for? To get 'the urge' back and carry on trusting into me?

He kissed me gently,

'Are you in pain now? I reached underneath and he almost had his balls inside me as well.

'Yes Payton, but that was a nice pain, but you can let me go now.'

'I have to open you up!', I thought what the fuck does that mean?

'Are you going to carve me up?' Payton smiled and kissed me again, I must admit his cock deep inside me was starting to feel pretty good.

'No Rory, you need to defecate, the herbs we have given you must be dispelled before we give you some more, and the pain means you are getting better!' Was this true, was it possible, Yes I did feel better,

'Are you ready? I nodded, Payten pulled out of me and gathered me up in his arms, we strode into the forest away from the few prying eyes, he held me from behind with my butt in the air.

'Let it go, brother,' I strained and this foul smelling liquid poured out of me onto the ground, I must admit Paytens thick cock being held in me for ten minutes certainly helped. when I finished Payton washed my bottom with a gourd filled with water and sweet smelling herbs.

He carried me back to the 'Sweat Lodge' as I found out it was called later on. He laid me down and handed me a horn-cup of the dark foul liquid, It didn't taste as bad, Payton had added wild honey, I drunk it down in one go, Payton was delighted, I knew he would kiss me so I kept a little on my lips and when he did give me a full-on kiss, i made sure he got a taste, he didn't bat an eyelid and laughed at my frustration.

There wasa call from ouside the lodge, Payton reached out and brought in a wooden platter ofdiferent meats, I just look at him.

'What, ordinary china plates not ?good enough? He suddenly looked wounded by my words, I reached forward and kissed him very sweetly on the mouth, he was enjoying this new continous kissing so much he droped the meat onto both of our laps, I winced as a piece of Venison landed on my bell end!

We both laughed as we took pices of different meat of our cock and balls and eat them,  I suddenly relised, this was the first 'real' food i had eaten in weeks. Payton looked concerened.

'Payton, this isn't a dream is it? I am here with you in the forrest?' Payton nodded.

Payton, everybody will be going mental wondering what had happened to me, they know i couldn't just walk out, they will think I have been kidnapped!'

If you live they will understand, his innocese made my heart go out to him.

Darling, they won't, My Uncle Charles will havethe Army and SAS out looking for me, can you imagine what James and Ben and kit are going through?' and then I remebered,

Payton, Kit know you came to me in the forrest to make us blood brothers, he will tell them about you.'

Kitten has always been Jealous of me where you are concerned? I just looked at him amazed, i even stopped chewing. He had dropped his eyes, i reached forward and lifted his chin.

"Why was he jealous of you Payton?

'Because when I first saw you I told Kit you were the first person i had fallen in love with at first sight, I didn't realise he felt the same, he told me that being a Scottish Lord you would never acept me as a partner so I just did my job and kept away from you.

Tears stung my eyes,,

'But Payton, I tried many times to say hello and get to know you, you would never look at me, you never came to any of the BBQ's we had, the first time i had any dealings with you was when I saw you come in from the forrest that day you were ill. I knew there must be something wrong for you to be in camp at that time of day.! Did Kit ever threaten you? Payton shook his head,

' I just believed him that you could never like someone like me. I looked at him, not only was he increadably handsome but his body was near perfect, and he had a lovely thick cock.

'Well, what do you think now?' Do you think I just suck and impale myself on any random guy that passes? Of course i like you, I love you, do you think I would go to all that trouble to save you when I was ill myself, if i didn't care for you Payton? What are you thinking?

'You care for me? he seemed bewildered,

Yes Payton I care for you, and if I survive and this thing ever gets to 8 and a half inches again I am going to fuck you silly, undertand? Paytons eyes were wide open,

'Are you that big brother? I giggled, and handed him the horn-cup,

'Get me some more of these and you are going to find out!!!