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I actually knew I was different at a really young age--cant say due to rules on this site---by time I turned 13 I totally knew by then I was gay and tried sex with girls because people were going around calling friends I knew and didn't know fags queer cocksucking freaks--it was awful--got two head jobs from two different girls and they sucked badly---wanted to tell them go to my friend let him teach you how to suck a dick

as I said how things began I cant say but it started sticking things in my ass at a certain age--then a truth or dare game between me and three friends that definitely made me realize the feelings I had were for a reason

Must have been about 10 I guess, 'experimented' with a neighbour of the same age and we both got hard pretty quickly. Told a few people and it spread, but never got back to my parents and was soon forgotten about.

Went to an all boys boarding school, home for weekends. Didn't get a sniff of action aside from me and another lad with our hands down each others pants on the minibus home on his last day.

Seems like a tragic waste, but being gay was most certainly not cool and you were crucified if you as much as looked at someone in the changing room for too long. Tried not to think about it whilst changing as a boner most certainly would have been spotted.

Real shame as a fair few would have been up for it, a matter of knowing who.

I was very naive until I was 14 and a camp counselor offered to blow me. I never hesitated and then sucked his. Looking back I should have known around 7 or 8. I was fascinated with my older brother’s body as we shared the shower and a bed. I caught him jacking off and convinced him to show me how it works. I was 8. That went on for a year until he got his own room. I idolized my brother and his body as he started puberty and could cum.  

II knee I was gay since day one. I waited to announce that I was gay until I was 18. My mom knew as for my dad not so much. Did not raise a fagget for a son. My twin younger sisters they where afraid that i would still their BF's.

5 or 6. Heidi, Ricky, and I used to play doctor, and I knew I was fascinated by Ricky. 

Since the age of around 6.

I didn't have any words for it,of course. I just knew that I got 'funny, tingly feelings' about boys but not girls. I knew though that I couldn't ever tell anyone. It was only when I was about 11 or 12 that I understood fully. I still stayed firmly in the closet though because I knew that boys like me ended up on the streets, disowned by their families and I didn't want that. I couldn't have disgraced my family in that way.

When I was in my twenties, when I should have been exploring my sexuality, my city had a Chief Constable who was a religious zealot and he made it his personal mission under direct instruction from god, to purge the city of 'all the perverts who are swirling in a cess-pit of their own making'. He used to organise police raids on the few gay bars that there were, and arrest the customers. Their names were then published in the local newspaper. Yet another reason for barricading the closet door!

I ended up getting married because, surely that would cure me? This 'phase' couldn't go on for ever. If I got married and had kids, then I would eventually become 'normal'. It didn't work.

10 years old

7 or 8

Also in PE class I discovered the erotic pleasures of the jockstrap.

 I was like 10 yo when I realized I liked no loved seeing the other boys naked at the quarry we swam at.  i was 12 yo when I sucked my first cock. My 16 yo neighbor and I was hooked...  

7 or 8.  I just didn't like girls.

I guessed as soon as I hit puberty as I always loved being with other boys ,especially in lockers and showers where I got to compare my own body . My older bro explained about erections and jerking and I seen him jerk off many times as we shared a roon . At high school a few guys jerked off together and I enjoyed that , especially when another guy jerked mine for me . I tried to fit in and had sex with a couple of girls at age 14 /15 , but that only convinced me I preferred a nice cock to what girls offered 

In junior high school around 14 found guys had more to give.

About 11, when I enjoyed my cock in my friend's hand, and mine in his, even at school and in class. Never changed from then, although friend left.

As soon as I figured out the difference between boys and girls. Benn fascinated by cock ever since.

I was 6 when I knew I wanted to suck the cock of my classmate George.

I've always known. I might not have been capable of verbalizing it, but when I was 5, and Ricky and Heidi, and I played doctor, I knew Ricky's body was the one I wanted.