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Just wanted to let you know
It has been a while.
For those of you following me a while ago and was wondering if there had been any progress.
Yes, C is my son.
And he does not want anything to do with me. Basically told me to stay the f away. I was creepy.
Can't blame him.
For a while I was hoping I was just having a psychotic episode or something, that would have been so much easier. And much better.
C has had a fantastic childhood, loved by so many and had the ability to do anything and everything.
His videochat from when he was 15 being leaked onto the web. Screenshots taken and shared in here has made a hard impact on him. He struggles with this.
Well, just wanted to share this news. I have no rights to claim him, he has to find out of these things. He is an adult now. For now I am totally locked out.
At least I got to share with him that I am always there for him.
Strange thing how I got so incredibly attached to him instantly. Perhaps dads have that same thing as mothers do. Knowing which baby is theirs.
This is none of my business, but my curiosity tugged me to read your posts. I'm not sure I follow it all, but it seems that you are an older gay male who fathered a son when you were younger, but you either gave up the child or were not told about him. I understand also that apparently he was the victim of some catfisher online who posted a video of him as a minor jacking off with what he thought was a girl. I'm not quite sure how you reconnected with him or recognized him as yours. It almost sounds as if you saw the video here and saw the resemblance.
I'd be lying if I said I didn't want to see what was leaked. but I always thought leaks were intentional. now I know better. I can see how it would hurt him. I hope you weren't the leak.
Travelled to C's hometown with my partner last weekend. A nice tour. Weather was nice and we got to see a lot. We didn't see C. But no, it was not a failure.
I will always be there for him. We have all the time in the world. I am not certain I am allowed to be proud of him, but I am. I am very proud of him.
These last few months have been weird. Totally unknown new situation. Every fiber in my body knew.
I really hope he one day will say hi. Even if its just in a textmessage or on Facebook. Or just a like on a random pic on my Instagram.
Deleting my profile again now. Had I been 18 I would probably be in here getting blisters on my hands.
Yes, he is an adult now and he knows his own mind and I hope that you stick by his decision and move on and leave him be. Especially via his Social Media channels.
I did say that you may find that he would not want anything to do with you and that you could be bringing things into his life that he may not wish to know. The happy endings that many forecast I did also say were rare.