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James and I took a trip to Hamilton to watch a Concert with BTS, The Korean Kpop group, it was wonderful and we are now A.R.M.Y.

I woke early and text Ben to ask could I see him now, he text back and said

'I hope it's urgent I am with Sammy. (His girlfriend )

I assured him it was and he said to come over, it was a good distance to Ben's dorm so I was out of breath when I arrived and knocked on the door to his room,

Ben opened it, he was wearing boxers and nothing else, he hugged and kissed me and invited me in, Sammy was lying in bed and his dorm mate Peter was sound asleep,

I said hello to Sammy and she smiled and sank back onto the pillow.

Ben took me to the bathroom and shut the door and locked it.

The first thing he did was kiss me properly while sliding his hand down my trousers and feeling my balls, I pushed him off smiling.

'Can you never get enough Ben?' Ben reached forward and kissed me again.

'Not of you, no.' my cock was pulsating I reached my hand up the leg of his boxers he was rock hard,

I went to bend down and suck it, Ben stopped me,

'I wouldn't Rory it has Sammy scent on it!' (He means he had shagged Sammy and not showered)

I grimaced, he laughed and turned me around and was trying to pull my pants down, I stopped him.

'Ben! What the fuck are you doing?' he looked dejected,

'Don't you want me to make love to you?' I just looked at him to see if he was joshing.

'Ben, Sammy and Peter are a stone's throw away, I know you said she suspects, but do you really want her to walk in here and find you nine inches and balls deep in me?'

'I've locked the door, come on?' his fingers probed my naked bottom, it was heavenly.

He bent down, and took my throbbing cock into his mouth and sucked like crazy, I was in heaven, I lent down and fondled his dick, it didn't take long, I came with a hand over my mouth to muffle my cries, Ben stood up wiping his mouth.

'Well, that's taken care of breakfast!' he said, I slapped his shoulder and smiled,

'Have you forgotten why I came?'

'I take it this is about your little Prince?' I nodded,

'Well?'  he asked, his eyebrows raised, he was still playing with my cock, it ached for him.

'Ben you know he has been in my dorm for nearly a month and we have become very close,' he stopped me,

'And your going to tell me your falling for him, is that right?' I blushed and nodded, Ben, placed his arm on my shoulder,

'Rory a blind man could see it!'

I was shocked,  my hard-on collapsed.

'Do you mean to tell me that it is that obvious?' Ben smiled,

'Well it is to me, don't worry I only surmised that was the case because I love you and know you so well, does he reciprocate your feelings?' I lowered my head,

'I don't even know if he is gay!' Ben smiled, '

'Do you mean your famous gaydar has failed you?' I smiled ruefully,

'I honestly can't tell you, Ben, he shows me affection, hugs only me and only in private, he sits beside me at our desk and there is always some part of him touching me, his leg against mine or his arm, but as regards gaydar, I just don't know, what do you think I should do? '

'How important is it to you?' there was an air of sadness in his voice, I reached up and drew him to me,

Ben, it's Important enough to wake you at 7 am.' I said grinning, Ben gently turned me around and pushed his large head into me and let it rest there, I gasped.

'You could tell him that you are bisexual' was Ben's suggestion, I just looked at him,

'And how do you suggest I work THAT into the conversation, he has never even asked me had I ever had a girlfriend, he is very polite and very naive'. Ben hugged me and thrust a couple of inches into me, I couldn't resist, I just bent over and he very gently entered me fully.

He was so turned on he came in a few minutes, I grimaced as the 9-inch cock swelled inside me. Ben turned me to face him and kissed me really hard.

'Let me get back to bed and I will think about it, ' he squeezed my bum and I grinned, I pulled up my pants and ran my fingers through my beloved Ben's hair.

'Invite me to breakfast, text me when Tam's awake so it's not a surprise to him OK?' I nodded Ben looked at me longingly, I reached forward and kissed him properly,

I could feel his hand sliding down my pants again and fingers probing me, I pulled away, Ben looked disappointed, I placed my fingers to his lips and shushed him.

We walked back into the bedroom and both Peter and Sammy were 'propped' up on their arms looking at us. It  was Sammy who spoke first,

'Important was it?' she said it sarcastically, I blushed, Ben didn't,

'Mind your own business Samantha,' he turned to look at Peter,

'And what are YOU looking at?' Peter dropped his head immediately and never said a word.

Ben, escorted me to the door, looked at Sammy, and kissed me full on the lips and said quietly, 'Taste your own cum! I left and returned back to my dorm with a raging hard-on.

It was quite misty and the air was laden with moisture, and my hair was wet by the time I returned. Tam was still sleeping,

I crept in and walked very quietly to the bathroom and towelled my hair, then I looked at my watch it had gone 8 am so I stripped off and showered, Ben's spunk dripped out of me,

I had installed a power shower and it was a very invigorating way of waking up in the morning.

I couldn't help thinking of Ben and having a wank, I had just finished, got out and placed on my bathrobe when Tam walked in, a few seconds earlier and he would have seen me naked and still hard,

'Morning Tam sleep well!' he walked towards me and hugged me, he was such a sweet boy, why say anything when a gesture would suffice, But I was very aware that my semi-hard dick was pressed against him.

I hugged him back, I towered at least six inches above him, I placed my hand on his head and ruffled his hair,

'Do you want to shower?' He shook his head, still hugging me.

'I just wanted to say good morning to you,' and he had done that by hugging me.

I just picked him up like a small child and walked back into our main room and plonked him down on his bed,

' I was thinking of asking Ben to come for breakfast what do you think?'

'Yes, that would be nice," he beamed,

Tam was completely enraptured with me and Ben, he had never met twins before so he would examine us when Ben and I were together

Tam showered and I text Ben to come over and prepared porridge for three.

Unusually, Tam appeared with a towel around his waist, emulating me, he smiled at me,

I Ran to him and picked him up, I loved doing it and he loved me doing it, I held him close and immediately realised he was semi-hard as well, so, he had felt my partial erection, was this a signal?

I kissed him on the cheek he was quite flushed, I turned him around and patted his bottom, telling him to go and get dressed, adding,

'You naughty little boy!' Tam hid his face in his hands embarrassed and ran back to the bathroom.

Ben turned up on time and he hugged me and waved at Tam,

'Do you want a tot on yours," I asked Ben, he nodded, we all sat at the desk and Ben said,

' I have some news for you,?

'What news I echoed?' Ben smiled mischievously,

'Sylvia is coming at lunchtime to visit the gang'.

Tam looked at my expression and said,

'Who is Sylvia?' Ben winked at me and said,

'Rory's ex-girlfriend." Ben explained to him,

'You had a girlfriend? Tam seemed shocked,

'Some time ago", I smiled, but I was not looking forward to seeing Sylvia we had parted on bad terms because of my entanglement with Sigg but, as usual, I would be a gentleman about it.

We finished breakfast and Ben kissed me, said goodbye to Tam and left, Tam was very quiet,

'You OK Tam, " he nodded, unsmiling and cleared the table.

We spent the morning cramming, I helped Tam with some of the more obscure English words, he had chosen to read Shakespeare,  which I thought was a bad idea but Tams reason was that if he could read the full novel Macbeth, and could understand It, the modern English would be easy and I did admire his work ethic, but he was very subdued the whole morning and he wouldn't be drawn.

Lunchtime arrived and Ben Text me that Sylvia had arrived and was the centre of attention, she had left for Cambridge three months earlier and this was the first time she had visited since.

I had grave misgivings about Tam meeting her, she would immediately quiz him, that was her way so I decided not to take Tam, he was visibly upset,

'Are you ashamed of me,' he asked quietly?

' I walked over to him and hugged him, I could feel his small body in my arms, I squeezed him gently, kissed him and said quietly,

'Of course not but you don't know Sylvia, she will be questioning you about who you are and why are you with me, and I don't want there to be any problems with your identity leaking out,

'I will just go and say hello and be back soon OK?'

He lowered his head and sat on his bed, 'would he never cheer up, I thought to myself.'

I left him sitting there and grabbed my coat and just as I was about to open the door, it knocked, I opened it and Sylvia, all six feet one of her, stood there smiling.

As usual, she was dressed beautifully in a long flowing dress, with a matching maroon coat.

'Rory Darling,' she said smiling and walked in and hugged me, Her perfume enveloped me.

'Hello Sylvia I was about to come down to see you,' she noticed Tam,

'Well well so you've finally found someone to share your room and he's cute too,' and she walked over to where Tam was sitting and reached out her hand,

Tam rose from the bed and shook it with a wan smile on his face,

 'How long have you two been an item?' She asked turning towards me, her knowing that no straight boy would share my room,'

'Sylvia don't be rude, Tam is just staying for a few months and then returning to his own university,' Sylvia was in the mood for a fight,

' Don't be so defensive Rory,' let the boy speak for himself!'

I asked Tam to excuse us and I bundled Sylvia out of the room and shut the door,

'Sylvia can't you see he was uncomfortable, there is nothing going on with us,'

'Does he know your bi? She asked me,

'I have told him nothing, there is no need anyway he is straight.'  she smiled at me, probably remembering Sigg.

'That's never stopped you before,' she said smiling,

'Just leave it, Sylvia, there's a good girl,' I popped my head around the door to tell an unsmiling Tam that I wouldn't be too long.

I walked her to the canteen where the gang were congregated.

'You found him?' Cathy called out, and Sylvia nodded and Ben drew me aside,

'I didn't know she had gone to your room otherwise I would have text you,' he looked really sorry, I reached up and kissed him and told him not to worry and rushed back to Tam.

I opened my door and Tam was in bed his face turned to the wall,

'Tam, what is it, are you well?' He turned towards me,

'Was she your girlfriend?' I nodded,'

'Not for long why?' his eyes searched mine,

'She is very beautiful.' I nodded,

'Yes, but she can also be a bitch as you just found out!'

'She thinks we are lovers?' He looked at me intently.

'Take no notice Tam,' I turned away, I realised I had gone bright red.

'But she asked if we were an 'item', that does mean lovers doesn't it?'

Well, this opportunity had finally presented itself, I would soon find out if this very sweet boy would still want to live in my dorm room with me.

'Tam, the reason she said that is because I am bisexual, do you understand?' I said it with trepidation.

He sat up, his eyes were bright,

'You like boys and girls?' I nodded,

'Are you shocked or upset Tam? He didn't say anything,

I walked over and poured myself an early scotch I need it. I turned and Tam had stood up.

'Why didn't you tell me, are you ashamed to be this way?' I took a swig,

'No Tam but if I had told you I was bisexual you might not have wanted to be friends or move in, and if that happened I couldn't protect you, do you understand? I didn't mean to deceive you.'

'Do you like me? He said very quietly,

'Yes Tam, of course, I like you we have become good friends this past month, are you sorry you moved in now?

Tam spoke quietly, his eyes bored into mine, I had to look away.

'I mean do you like me as a boy likes a boy?'

So there it was, a direct question, I couldn't lie to him, I cared too much for him,

'Yes, Tam I like you as a boy likes a boy.'

He just ran towards me and threw himself into my arms and held me, I wrapped my arms around him and held him tight, what did this mean, was it a goodbye hug, was this friendship now over?

He whispered in my ear,

'I have liked you from the moment I met you'. I pulled him away from me, his beautiful face was flushed, his eyes bright.

'Really Tam?' He nodded, his legs were wrapped around me again, he must have felt my hard-on, I could feel his bum against my cock.

'But when your brother mentioned your ex-girlfriend coming to visit I thought you wouldn't like me the same way.' I just drew him to me and kissed him he responded and it felt wonderful, we had been together for nearly a month and we hadn't even seen each other naked, we both suddenly became shy,

I didn't know what to do next.  I put him on the floor and I sat down at the desk and I asked him,

'Have you ever been with a boy?' he lowered his head and shuffled his feet,

'No I have been with no-one, I have never liked anyone before I met you,'

'But you met Ben first and he is my twin, did you not like him?'

He smiled at me,

'No, but as soon as he called to you and I saw you I knew instantly you would be someone special, ( I think he meant it was love at first sight!) and when you took me out and were willing to pay for my dinner and all the other kindnesses I just liked you even more, but I wouldn't have said anything in case I frightened you away.'

I couldn't help myself, I held him to me, cheek to cheek and stroked his soft black hair, this sweet boy cared for me and was quite prepared to forgo those feelings in case he lost me.

We chatted and kissed each other the whole afternoon,

Ben text me to say Sylvia was leaving, I asked him to tell her goodbye for me and I took Tam out to dinner to celebrate, not back to the Japanese restaurant but to a smart French bistro and we had Chateaubriand, the waiter brought a selection of steaks.

Tam picked one and the waiter placed a small Japanese flag into it and retired to equally divide it into two,

As you all know, a Chateau Briand is a steak for two people ( usually lovers) to share. we washed it down with a vintage claret, we ended up leaving my Range Rover there and we took a taxi back to University.

I must admit that with all my sexual experience with different boys from the village, I was stumped with Tam, how could I treat this boy like them?

I couldn't possibly be as wanton, he was innocent, he was precious, I just had to treat him like the Royal Prince he was, and be as deferential as possible.

We arrived back at Uni at 5 pm, we were both quiet, we just held hands, I opened the door and we walked in together, I suggested that we showered with each other, I blushed as I said it and he blushed when he heard it.

We undressed to our boxers and I ran the bath, 

'Let's have a nice warm soak?' Tam nodded, I had never felt so self-conscious in front of a boy before, we shyly undressed without looking at each other and I slipped in first,

Tam covered himself with his hands and joined me we relaxed, it is a particularly deep bath ( it's actually a porcelain hot-tub.) so we could submerge ourselves up to our necks but our knees stuck out, especially mine being taller, my childhood yellow duck floated between us and we both laughed and it broke the ice,

I removed my boxers, Tam, shyly followed suit, we were facing each other.

'Lean forward Tam' he did so and I squeezed some shampoo into his hair and began to wash it, he was silent but smiling, I asked him to turn around, which he did and I pulled him gently towards me and he leant with his back against my chest it must have been obvious to him that I had an erection, he gasped, I soaped his chest and shoulders,

I could feel his body settle against me as he relaxed, he tilted his head backwards and it rested on my shoulder, I leant down and kissed him he reached up and held my head gently, he twisted sideways and kissed me properly,

I slid my hand down and held his erect penis it was surprisingly large for a small boy, thick with a huge mushroom head,

I felt it throb in my hand, he reached down and held mine and gasped as he felt my eight and a half inches, he turned completely around and faced me,

I wrapped my arms around his back and we smooched, it was lovely, he held the kiss eyes closed,

I slid further down into the bath and he was lying completely on top of me, our penises were alongside and we throbbed together, he drew his lips away and lay his cheek against mine. 'Shall we go to bed?' He whispered I nodded,

We rose from the bath and stepped out, I towelled us both and we padded naked, still erect to my bed and slipped between the sheets,

I had no intention of taking him all the way, after all, this was his first time, we kissed again and explored each other's bodies.

His was slim and slightly tanned, his cock was amazing, like a baby's arm holding an orange, It is true what people say, it's not the length that matters but the width, and the thought of that massive head pounding in and out of me made me sweat.

I could see his eyes widen as he held mine, all throbbing 8.5 inches of it, he seemed mesmerized, something had to happen soon otherwise we both might have a stroke!

While he was lovingly examing my dick I  just checked him all over, there was hardly a flaw anywhere, just an occasional tiny little mole in adorable places,

One was halfway down his throbbing shaft, I couldn't help myself I lowered my head and licked it, Tam jumped in surprise, his eyes were quite bloodshot.

He inadvertently squeezed my cock and I winced, how would we proceed?