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First Sex and Being Bullied For It

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I gave my first blowjob to my cousin at age 13. It only lasted less than 1 minute. We never did anything again because the next day at school he told several people I had sucked him off. He made my life hell in 8th grade and high school as the kids bullied and teased me. Being in college now I can see life gets much better but the bullying delayed my sexuality and pushed me to have sex with 3 girls that was unsatisfying. Any of you bullied in high school? How did you deal with it and what happened?

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8 years ago

When he gets married. Tell his wife 

8 years ago

I was never directly bullied. Most thought I was the bully as I was older and bigger. I lived in the military life where everyone was mostly following the rules and being taught in a religion we weren't a part of those days. (More than 25 years ago.) So, the institution of military life created the culture to closet all of us and make us walk the line and do as expected for "honour." Back in those days mostly media and religions were the ones projecting the stereotypes and the military just kept trying to stop any boys from becoming any kind of "pussy" or "fag." It took me years after getting out of the military life before I would go a day without someone saying those words. Funny how it didn't happy in Germany - except at 5 when 7 yo girl called me "gay" because she saw I didn't want to take my friend's attention from me. That conversation was recorded on a tape and sent to my grandmother, but she never noticed the girl said it on that tape. So, they never had any clue.


I dated women at university and before that, and was trying to conform a bit to heterosexual behaviors. But, I am bisexual so I was truly attracted to them. I was just disappointed with the sex I had with them as they didn't seem to want a real relationship. Those ladies just wanted to have a fuck and move on. This was life at university. It made me depressed and I wound self-searching and admitted to myself that even though I'm bisexual, I am still unbalanced and more attracted to men. So, when I told my family, I told them that I was "gay." Back then, even gay pride clubs didn't really acknowledge bisexuals and mostly said things like: "Oh, your just in a curious phase." or "You're just too chicken shit to say you're gay."

Damsreyes2022
2 years ago

A mi viejo individuo anónimo. Me identifico totalmente con tu situación. Sabía que era gay hasta un saltamontes. Mi padre era un sargento de instrucción en la Fuerza Aérea de EE. UU. Me criaron que puedo hacer lo que quiera cuando cumpla dieciocho años. Yo era considerado un adulto a esa edad. Me encontré extravagante en lugar de la masculinidad resistente. A mi viejo le costó mucho exceptuar eso. Fui repudiado por él, nunca más volví a hablar con él. Él tenía 40 años y yo 22 años y finalmente murió a los 52.


Julien80
8 years ago

  Cela a dû être dur pour toi. Il a fallu affronter tous ces regards, de tous ces sourires. Tu as dû souffrir du regard des autres. Mais que faire ? Comme il est écrit s'est il excusé auprès de toi au minimum ? Il faut que tu sois plus fort que lui en assumant ton geste et en t'en moquant. Tu pourrais presque te moquer de lui.....Assume toi totalement et laisse la bêtise passer.


 


 

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