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i do not want to sound like a whore! i just hooked up with a good friend. him and i have this agreement.he is str8 so he says! he will come over when his girlfriend doesn't give it up.i will have to start with a massage. he will start breathing heavy,. i will slowly begin to work my way down to his ass.i have told him many times to just ask me! he will not though. i have to initiate it. i am so intrigued by str8 guys! they want it but they are too afraid to ask! i guess thats were guys like me come into play!!he has an 8 inch cock. so nice! likes to have his balls fondled. did one thing tonight that suprised me. took one of my fingers and shoved it up his ass! it was so tight. he got off instantly todd shot one hell of a load!! wow that was so much fun....w.t.f!!!!he is my boy! this is not the first time we have hooked up. i have given him head many times. never had my fingers in his ass though. wow i liked that! i like it when he grabs my head and fucks my mouth right before he cums. he will grunt and spasm as he shoots. i really hope his girlfriend will not give it up anymore. her and i are friends also. todd her and i had a threesome one night. that is where i discovered todd liked to have a guy suck him off. sarah mounted his face, and of course you know where i was. it took todd about five minutes before he shot  his load in my mouth. that was the first time we ever did it. he looks like a young leanardo dicaprio! blonde hair blue eyes. very rough around the edges though. great guy will do anything for me when i ask. i love him so much. he doesn't love me the same way though. one of my favorite things to do is hug him. everytime we leave each other that is one thing he makes sure that happens. we hug each other!! please forgive me everyone! i have to dump some shit tonight! i am so frustrated. all i want to do is hold someone! not in a sex enduced orgasm though. i want to wake up one morning with someone i love. hug, stretch, morning grope, and make breakfast. eggs, bacon, potatos, pancakes,sausage gravy, and toast! what the fuck does a guy have to do to be happyjQuery182030857530228357866_1509847782538??i am living in the wrong town..i would be willing to give it all up if i could just be loved! i am so lonely! sorry everyone for this dump!!