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OK, so this is my very first time commenting on a blog here at Gbt. But after reading all the stories I was intrigued. Especially, since, I could relate for the first time in my life. 

So firstly, my first basic sexual encounters occurred between ages 11 and 14 with my cousin (that was 3-years older than I was). With the more serious stuff only happening when I was about to turn 13. This mostly entailed me sucking him off. It only happened about seven times in a couple of years. Initially he would seduce me with porn... However, I quickly learned the curves and started initiating any action. This made him back down at the onset of my puberty (at the stage of physical changes). He probably realised I was gay, which was problematic, as he was not. So really it was exploration, mutual masturbation and largely questionable phenomena, yet still a joyful experience in hindsight. 

The above led me to believe I was Gay as a teenager, dreaming every day of having sex with my friends. I am still unsure, to date, but leaning towards being Bi. I desire women as well, and my only wet-dream ever to occurred was due to one. But gay factices dominate my sexual orientation. Probably, as this is the only reference I have of sex. And btw, I had orgasms ever since I was a little kid, nothing weird!

This mindset caused me to not shy down when the chance for actual sex at age 16 (almost 17) introduced itself. Now for the juicy part. He was the same age I was, and at the very first sight I found him attractive and befriended him. However, after becoming good friends I never thought or hoped for anything to happen. To my shock, he started being horny one night. This led to us thrusting against each other. First a pillow divided our dicks, then only our boxers... I was about to come when I realised he had a gigantic hard dick, so I ended the session still starstrucked. He wasn't done and started teasing me. I pinned him down, and once again to my shock, he didn't resist. I proceeded to come all over him. He announced his disbelief, only to continue the sort of behaviour a few hours later. This was around 11 at night, and we had total privacy. Once again, I pinned him down after we wrestled, he only used about 30% of his power and clearly wanted the same thing to happen, only this time he pulled his boxer shorts down and opened up as best he could. Without hesitation I entered and came about 10s later. He wasn't upset, but rather wanted the favour returned in some way. I agreed to suck his dick. On my knees I pulled his Boxer down, and his massive dick was revealed (as I perceived it, I mean it immediately went halfway down my throat), and I was away...  

Now this is slow progress, I know, but we both thought we were straight, being Rugby mates. Throughout our 2-and-a-bit-years-affair we did almost everything imaginable except kissing. Bottoming for me was a bit of an issue as his dick was a tight fit, with minimal lube at our disposal. The best times was when we flip-flopped for hours. Although being Top for me (submissive bottom for him) was the Norm and always extremely enjoyed. Most of the best times I remember was getting fucked and creamed or giving a blowjob until my neck ached. He turned out not to be gay and has had sex with more than 50-women since. And guess what, that didn't stop him from letting me fuck him a year after our relationship. 

Since that encounter, I have had none, hoping for either the attention of a versatile man or woman.