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.I awoke on a balmy Sunday morning with a bit of a start, 

James was slipping his cock into me while I slept, this was his favorite morning ritual, 

I turned on my tummy, James followed me, pressing home is assault,

I could feel his balls bounce against my bum as he rammed his very hard cock into me, I pretended to wake up and admonish him for his unlordly behavior, he was never completely sure whether I was asleep or not, that's what turned him on, he was pounding away when the was a knock at the door, we both froze.

'Morning Kit, ( seriously, who else could it be? the only outside door was locked and barred!)  'Everything alright?' Kit said it was and was I going to be late, I asked him the time, 7.45, 'Are you going to be delayed?' I said I would be up soon and he left, or at least I hoped he did because James started to really pummel me, the bed shook, I gritted my teeth, eventually, he came and rolled off onto his side of the bed,

'He's eager.' he quipped I turned to look at him. 'James, you know I am supposed to be leaving at 8 am why didn't you wake me,? I haven't time even to shower!' Is it important?' he asked me without looking at me. I was as stern as I could possibly be, 'It is to Kit James, how can he depend on me when I can't even make a simple  deadline on time.' James sulked, 'i still think he is in love with you,' I was getting angry, James he loves both of us he is not IN love with me, we have talked about it,!' I see him hugging you he loves it' I just stared at him, 'and I love hugging himJames, and Jay and Mica and Billy and Rex, it doesn't mean they are in love with me, Rex hugs you, you don't seem to mind!' 

He sulked, 'that's different, he doesn't tell me he loves me!' I agreed with him, 'because you would probably castigate him, they know that your mine James, no one could ever replace you in my heart, don't you get it?' He remained sullen,

'I am sorry were not staying overnight now.!' James looked panicky, 'Please don't say that Rory, I couldn't sleep without you,!' 'and neither can I James, without you, but you do annoy me sometimes, for a boy so intelligent you do act so stupid sometimes, 

Next to you, Kit is the nearest person I have to a best friend here, and yes I love him, but not as I love you, yes i like to hug him, just to see the happiness on his face that I am treating him like an equal, not a boss, we had this discussion remember, that we would basically adopt this lost boy because he was special and love and care for him, what has happened for you have such animosity towards him.?' 

James looked down, 'It was at the party when Rex said Kit couldn't take his eyes off you, he was right, I have watched him since, his whole world revolves around you, nothing else seems to matter' I got out of bed and dressed, 'James 'Nothing else seems to matter??' Everything we have achieved up to now is because of Kit, he is dedicated and hardworking, the other guys adore him, and you say he loves me and nothing else matters! shame on you!'

James looked suitably admonished. 'Don't let your jealousy drive him away, he is straight, he's another Ben, he just loves me, and you for that matter, now kiss me and I will see you this evening, he did so then covered his head with the bed sheets.

Listen you have Rex coming to study with you, should I be worried about you being alone with him?' James poo-pooed the very idea, 'Exactly why must it be any different for Kit and me?' I walked out the door and headed to the kitchen, I did feel very guilty, I knew my feelings for Kit were growing, and I had to control myself, for the sake of harmony, and James, if nothing else.

Kit was waiting in the kitchen, he was dressed in dark blue trousers with a denim jacket, he looked very handsome. He handed me a cup of steaming coffee, he seemed subdued, 'So that's James's 'Morning Fix', I rounded on him, 'Yes Kit, now you know I just got fucked, but I didn't cum, so I am frustrated as hell, he looked down, 'Sorry Rory, I am a little jealous!' I just stared at him, 'O.K let's go down to the lake and you can shag me as well while I have a wank, at least I will empty my balls. 

Kit adjusted his crotch, I noticed and reached forward and copped a feel, he was hard, 'You can take that image right out of your head right now Kit!' I feigned outrage, 'What sort of pervert are you to think about seducing a much younger man and a gentleman to boot?' Kit laughed, 'It got me going there for a moment.' I smiled, 'I bet it did you monster!' we both grinned,

'Talking about going, let's get packed and head off shall we?' Kit nodded and said, ' You haven't forgotten anything have you?' I patted my jacket pocket and smiled. 

He said, 'Everything is packed Rory,' I looked at him, 'James is right You are eager aren't you?' Ki's face reddened, we walked down the stairs and opened the garage, the 4x4 had been on charge all night, the trailer was packed with the rods the tent and guns, even a picnic basket made by Tom the cook.

'In case we don't catch any fish,' Kit added.' I laughed, 'so much for the men's confidence in my fishing abilities!' He grinned. God, he was so cute.

'You drive kit then I can fondle you all the way to the lake!' he jumped on laughing. some of the boys were milling about, one shouted, 'don't do anything we wouldn't do'! Kit shot back, 'Chance would be a fine thing.'  I was shocked, 'Kit don't say that they might get the wrong idea,' Kit giggled, 'No they will get the right Idea, I have already told them I love you!'

I was stunned and just stayed silent as we bumped along the forest path the ten miles to the lake, I held him tightly around the waist, he pulled my hands down repeatedly towards his crotch, I resisted and raised them every time, he was getting bolder the further we drove from the camp. 

The water Lilly covered four-acre lake appeared through the trees, it was calm and looked very peaceful, kit stopped and busied himself unloading the trailer and erecting the tent,

I set the rods with bait and the fish alarm, Kit disappeared into the tent and appeared a minute later wearing swimming shorts, even these couldn't hide his bulge he unrolled a tartan rug on the ground and kneeled on it.

It was only then I realised he had, what some people called, 'snake hips', his waist was only about 24 inches around, and his hips weren't much wider, he looked stunning, he had very little body hair, unusual for a black haired boy, and he was pale and very slim without an obvious muscle, just gorgeous.

' He smiled at me, 'are you going to get changed?' I told him I hadn't brought any swimmers with me, he laughed, 'We can go nude, these no-one else around, I realised he had never seen me naked or seen my cock hard or soft for that matter, only felt it. 

I shielded my eyes from the sun, 'I'm not too keen on sunbathing Kit,!' he laughed,

'Have you gone shy on me? where is my tall handsome ultra confident Scottish Lord gone?' I replied, 'And where is my nice sweet innocent little Orphanage boy gone?' Kit laughed and jumped on me, pinning my shoulders to the ground, he sat astride me, I could feel his hard monster pressing against my tummy, he reached down and kissed me passionately, my cock throbbed but I pushed him off, 'O.K who are you? what have you done with my lovely demure innocent Kit?' 

He turned sideways and lay his head on my tummy if he had turned it slightly more he would have felt my hard cock, it throbbed.

'Sorry Rory I just couldn't wait to be here with you, are you annoyed with me?' I reached up and ran my fingers through his hair, 'I could never be annoyed with you Baby, I love you too much, 'Kit sat up, 'Please don't call me baby, that's what you call James, it wouldn't be fair on him,!'

I pulled him back down, 'Kit, every time I talk to you I am amazed by what comes out of your mouth, I love you a little more each time.' Kit Blushed, I wanted to say something about his nickname for a long time and this seemed like a golden opportunity, 

'Kit, Robert told me about the full nickname they called you in the Orphanage,!' Kit raised his hands to his face ashamed, he didn't say anything,

'Kit they called you Kitten because they loved you so much, you were always smiling and were very kind and caring from a very young age,' he dropped his hands and looked at me, 

'Kit can I, whenever we are ever alone like this, can I call you Kitten, no-one else will ever know? he pulled my head down and kissed me again,' would it make you happy?' I nodded, 

'Then yes, anything for you and he kissed me again. I stopped him,' Listen, Kit, you're supposed to be straight, were not boyfriend and boyfriend you know!' he looked sad. I know Rory, but this lovely day will be over this evening, when will we be able to do this again, I just wanted to show you how much I love you.' 'I know Kitten, but you don't have to throw yourself at me,

I will hug and kiss you all day if you want, but I want to show you how to use this lubricant I brought,' Kit shot up and nodded, I indicated the tent, he bolted inside and by the time I got there he had shuck off his swimmers and was lying on the floor, that huge cock hard and unbending,

I knelt on the ground, he looked hurt, 'Aren't you going to get undressed?  I smiled at him, 'Listen Kitten, sweet boy, don't you think it a bit gay for us both to be naked and me rubbing lubricant into your cock head?' He shook his head 'Would you do this for Ben?' I sort of went silent, what could I say, my face reddened

'Ben is straight isn't he?' I nodded, 'he's a bit like you kitten, gay only for me.!' Kit sat up, very alert, 'tell me, Rory. I blushed even deeper,

'When I get to know you better Kit.' he looked really hurt, 

'When you get to know me better! no-one knows me as much as you do, you know everything about me, I don't understand!' 'Kitten, Ben will be coming out here later in the year I don't want you to look at him harshly, to judge him.' Kit looked shocked, 

Rory, I know he looks just like you but I could never feel for him the way I feel for you, but from what you said about him, I could never look on him harshly, you love him too much.'

I just changed the subject stood up and stripped naked, My cock was as hard as kitten's, he looked me up and down,  rubbing his hand over my chest and abs, 'Wow Rory you're some looker!' I was embarrassed by his stares, I sat down opened his legs and pulled his body over my thighs, I could have held our two cocks together if I wanted,' 

Some people wouldn't agree with you Kitten, ' he smiled, 'They must be blind!' I reached for his throbbing cockhead and gently pulled the foreskin down, it was tight without the jelly, he winced, I kept pulling until his huge helmet was exposed, he had gone red in the face and was watching me intently, his hand rested either side, on my thighs.

'Have you washed that awful jelly off, he nodded, 'Let's check,' I just couldn't resist it, I leaned down and took the massive mushroom head into my mouth, his back arched and he took in a large breath, 

I just sucked him for about twenty seconds, a long time for your first suck, I sat back up,' Yes it's clean!' Kitten was panting, 'Rory, that was incredible, please don't stop.' I smiled, 'I didn't come here just to suck you off kitten, I came to help you!' Kit's voice was raised an octave

, 'Oh that will definitely help me Rory, I promise,' I looked down and he was holding my cock, it jumped in his hand, I laughed, 'let me try it with the K.Y Jelly, he squeezed my cock, 'just one more time Rory please,' I relented, and holding his cock with both hands and with inches to spare,

I put in as much of that huge head into my mouth as I could and just sucked him very hard, he moaned loudly, my top hand held his foreskin down, my bottom hand was against his balls, if he was going to cum, I didn't want him spunking into my mouth, that would be taking this a little too far the first time.

I felt him shudder slightly and I pulled away, he looked devastated, 'You see the benefit of having a gay guy as a best friend?' he said nothing he slid from underneath me, pushed me backward and all in one motion he grabbed my cock and clamped his mouth to it, I could feel my helmet at the back of his throat as he sucked me feverishly. 

This really had gone too far, I pushed him away

, 'Kitten, what are you doing, straight guys don't suck gay guys cocks!' He wiped his mouth he seemed disappointed, 'Did Ben suck you off?' I was shocked 'No Kit he never did, but he loved me so much he shagged me just to make me happy', I saw Kitten's cock jump, 

'Can I make you happy too?' I laughed, 'Well that will take some explaining to James when he wants to fuck me tonight and it feels like he has thrown a sausage up an alleyway, my baby is tiny but his cock isn't and he is very good at shagging, but compared to you, every man would feel inadequate!' he seemed very let down,

'I thought you said you could take it,' he was quoting me, 'Yes Kitten, but I would need a lot of lube and a bottle of poppers to get your monster inside me,' I could see he was really flushed, his cock was jumping all over the place, he still had hold of mine and he would squeeze it as he was talking to me, a sort of unconscious action. 'Poppers, he asked puzzled, 

That reminded me, 'Yes Amal Nitrate,' I took the bottle out of my jacket pocket lying near us, 'you take the cap of taking a long sniff, do not get any on your skin, it's corrosive, and it will enhance your orgasm,  it also relaxes the nervous so they can take big cocks, you can have this, just don't tell who your having sex with where you got it OK?'

He was indignant, I am not having sex with anyone,!' I kidded him, 'Well you were just sucking my cock Kit, that does count,' he looked hurt, 'yes but only with you, I couldn't do it with another guy,

'Exactly what I was saying Kitten, just like Ben, gay only for me'. Now he sulked, yes but he shagged you, is he big,?' I nodded, bigger than me, but not as big as you!' Did he shag you just once, 'He asked, 

'No quite a few times, probably over a hundred times, if I think about it,' I thought it best, to be honest, I owed him that, his cock jumped again, he was still squeezing mine, and rubbing it up and down, I don't think he realised he was doing it.

'Rory, I really would love for you to be the first person I make love to!' He felt it so important he didn't want to use a slang word like fuck or shag,

I lay him back on the groundsheet, kneeled in front of him and pulled his body over my thighs again, he was quivering, 

'To be very honest Kitten I would love for me to be your first one, you would remember it forever, it would make us incredibly close, but how would i explain me extended bum to James, he shags me every night and morning and often during the day, he is bound to notice!' I saw his eyes moist over, But I promise, if you can wait, I will find a way, and I will accept your virginity if you're prepared to wait.

He wiped his eyes, 'It's very hard Rory, ' I joked, 'yes I can see that' squeezing his cock.' You make light of everything, to me it is important, I have jerked off thinking about it after you said you could take it.'  

I leant forward and kissed him, He was beautiful just lying there,' What about a compromise?' he looked interested and smiled, 'Yes what?', I paused, for effect,

'Well I could always shag you, I can make your dreams come true!' he looked alarmed, he held my cock, 'Rory, you must be joking, I couldn't take yours,!' I smiled, 

'There's an old gay adage Kitten if you have a big cock you can take a big cock!' he shook his head, 'O.K, it's just a thought, shall we try the lube, we must sort out this tight foreskin or you will have pain every time you try and shag someone, including me, Kit's cock jumped, he pulled me to him, and whispered in my ear,

'I prefer your saliva as lubricant.!'

I had to give him his due, he was persistent, 'I tell you what Kitten, it's your day, tell what you would like me to do for you, just to show you how much I love you!'  Kitten gave me a pensive look,

'Bend over!' I was annoyed,

'Kit, shagging someone doggy style is something men do in arranged marriages, so they don't have to look their wives in the face, and gay guys do when they meet for anonymous sex in the park, you do not shag someone you're supposed to love like that!'

I didn't mention that it was a nice way to start, as long as you turn them round before you cum. I thought I would put him on the right track, he laughed, 'Turn over then!' I squeezed his cock and he winced,

'Kitten, you know James is a mathematical genius? he's getting more offers to lecture than ever, I can't share his accommodations, the only have single beds for guest lecturers, the University would have a fit, the next time he goes on one I am going to suggest he takes Rex with him, they think alike, and it may well be pretty soon, then you can take me to your bed and shag me all night if you want to. O.K?' his cock pulsated and a small bead of precum oozed out of his helmet, he had gone a deep red with passion.

'Really?' his eyes were bloodshot, I was getting worried, 'Calm down Kitten, before you have a stroke, I smiled, ' and yes i am very serious, I want you to make love to me, I have never taken a cock so big, it will be a challenge and I can't wait to look into your lovely eyes when you cum.' He shuddered and more pre-cum oozed out.

I took my finger and rubbed his precum all over his helmet, 'You don't need the K.Y your natural lubricant just kicked in!' he tensed as i rubbed the top of his cock, i realised this boy could cum very easily, so he had better make up his mind before he exploded.

Kit dithered just enjoying the sensation of me rubbing his precum around his bell-end, he was unconsciously wanking me, i was getting hot myself,

I decided to act, I took the cap off the K.Y and unscrewed the bottle of poppers and handed it to him and told him to sniff, he took the bottle from me with his spare hand, he was still wanking me slowly with the other,

I started to pull the foreskin up and down his cock, slowly at first so it would stretch, he sniffed again and groaned when the poppers hit his brain, faster i wanked him, and pushed a K.Y smothered middle finger into his virgin pussy, his back arched but it slipped in without fuss, i pulled out and put in two fingers, he moaned some more and kept sniffing,

i repeated the  manoeuvre with three fingers, besides heavy breathing no response, I took a chance and put four fingers into him, his eyes widened, but they all went in, i was right, the old adage was true, i slipped forward so his thighs were facing me, I stopped wanking him and took that monster into my mouth, his back arched, and he took another huge sniff, as soon as he had placed his thumb over the end, 

i slipped my helmet into him, he groaned loudly and i Kept sucking, I just rhythmically fucked him, i just got to the thick part of my cock, and was forcing it into him when i felt him shudder, i removed my mouth and his sphincter closed tightly around my cock, spunk fountained into the air, past his head onto the groundsheet, he spurted again, this time a thick wedge hit him in the face, and it still kept coming, spurt after spurt, 

I had never seen someone come so much, I pulled out of him and he gasped, in the end, I just covered the top of his cock with my hand, his sperm was everywhere, i couldn't believe he could produce so much, he was like a cum making machine, his breathing slowed and he just drew me to him cheek to cheek, so now we were both covered in his thick white spunk, I laughed, 

'You should have had a wank this morning kitten, he looked at me, 'I did Rory!' I was amazed, he just held me very tight and we stayed like that until I realised the fish alarm was wailing.

I stood up, with spunk dripping off me, and strode out to the rod and reeled in a 10 lb Brown trout, I placed it in the keep net and returned to Kitten, he was lying there glowing, he reached out with both his arms to me and I went to him, he dragged me down to him and just held me very tight, 

Well Kitten your not a virgin anymore!' he looked at me questioningly, I grinned,'

'I mean I shagged you, well, about 5 inches worth,'I pointed to my still erect cock, about up to here, he looked impressed, 'And, if you hadn't cum I was going to shove the rest in and give you a hell of a shagging, but I must have hit your 'G' spot.' Kit said 'Guys have 'G' spots,

I nodded, unfortunately, it's up you bum, about three inches up, it's called you prostate gland,!' he was still lubed, I very carefully inserted my middle finger into his pink pussy and he gasped I bent it upwards and wiggled it about, I saw his cock go from semi flaccid to erect in seconds, he was looking at me in amazement, I smiled, 'Feels good doesn't it?' he nodded,

Would you like me to carry on shagging you, a very definite shaking of his head deflated me.and then he whispered, 'You haven't cum have you?' I shook my head,

'We can't have that can we?'? he dragged me down and replaced himself between my legs, and lifted my thighs onto his lap, he started to suck me and, having found the K.Y shoved a finger into me then two, I was stunned he was a quick learner, but I knew what was coming next and I said 'No Kitten, it can't happen you know why,?' he released my cock from his mouth, 

He indicated the poppers with his head, 'have a sniff, my Lord, 'I grinned but shook my head, he smiled, 'I'l just put the head in i promise, and went back to sucking me, I felt I had no choice I took a hefty two nostril sniff and he waited for me to put my thumb over the top of the bottle and pressed that huge head against my hole very hard, 

I gasped as I felt him stretch me, I took another sniff and I felt that huge head slip in, my sphincter closed behind it, Kit wiggled his bottom, the sensation was amazing and, after a very short time I realised I was going to cum, Kit stopped sucking me and he watched my eyes very closely as i spurted almost as high as he had, he laughed with joy and very gently pulled out his helmet,

I gasped and checked myself for any blood, there was none,  I lay back relieved, 'Bloody hell Kitten, you're a quick learner!' he lay beside me and held me close, 'I had a very sexy teacher, and he kissed me fully on the mouth although I now was covered in spunk.

We both burst out laughing, it was a surreal moment, then the fish alarm went off again, we both got up and dashed out of the hide, both rods had fish thrashing about on them, we reeled them in giggling, Kit said, 'it must be all the sperm flying about that's attracting them and we both laughed, 

We dived into the warm waters of the lake to wash the sperm and sweat off us, Kit took great care to rub me all over with some water lily flowers, it was beyond magic.

We had a very wonderful day, the sun beat down, the fish jumped on our hooks, and 4 pm arrived, we were lying in the tent after another session of wanking that huge cock with K.Y, I had to try and free the skin, but I only managed 5 minutes at a time, Kit kept coming, this time I had learned my lesson and had thrown a face towel from my pack onto his cock, by late afternoon, it was soaked through. I lay on my back, Kit on his belly draped over me,'he raised his head and ran his fingers through my golden locks,

I knew he was fascinated by the colour, It's been wonderful Rory, I Nodded, 'Just perfect Kitten, he followed the line of my chin with his finger. 'James thinks your in love with me Kitten!', his head sank onto my chest, 'I think he's always been right Rory, I really think I am in love with you.!'

I was going to say do try not to, but i knew it was futile, 'I can never hurt James Kit', Kit sighed, 'Neither can I Rory, don't worry I have already paved the way by telling the boys I love you, so they won't think it extraordinary when I keep banging on about you all the time.'

I looked at him, 'You have always known?' he nodded, 'from the very first second I saw you, and it's just got stronger with every kindness you do for me' I held him to me,

'Oh Kitten, I am so sorry, you must have been hurting for a long time?' he smiled, 'Not anymore after today, my only regret is that I didn't get to make love to you properly, but I know you love me and I believe you will find a way, until then I will be in the background loving you, we can still fall out and make up, I shan't pester you, 

Just know to take care of yourself, it would kill me if anything was to happen to you like yesterday on the roof.' I was in awe of this boy, 'Wow Kitten, I have never heard you say so much to me,!' he smiled and kissed me, 'See, your love gives me confidence, 'come on!' he urged, let's get you home!'

We packed all the gear away, we were both rather quiet, Kit asked me to drive, I did and we were making steady progress towards home, Kit had turned his head sideways and it lay on my shoulders, his arms tightly wrapped around my waist, we didn't speak, I went over, in my mind, not so much what we did, but what Kitten said, I knew that he must be in a lot of pain, Loving me like he did, but not being able to show it on a daily basis, it must have been torture, having been in that situation, longing after Jon, years before, brought tears to my eyes, the more I thought about it the more the tears fell.

So much so that i couldn't see to drive and stopped at the side of the track. Kit immediately raised his head and asked 'What's wrong Rory, he looked about him, as if these was a threat from bears or suchlike, when I didn't answer him he jumped off the buggy and lifted my head, I was sobbing, Kit dragged me off and held me very close, 'What is it, Please tell me!' i couldn't speak.

He waited patting me gently on my back and making soothing noises. after a few minutes, i managed to utter, 'Kit I am so sorry, I can't bare it!' he kissed me, 'Bare what?'

'The fact that you love me so much and you will never be able to show it unless we are alone, it must be horrible for you!' Kit held my head with both his hands and rubbed away my tears with his thumbs.

'Your wrong Rory, I have never been so happy, so settled!' I looked up, 'What?' he smiled at me, 'Knowing we have had this day, and many more in the future is perfect for me, i never dreamed we could become this close, you only see it in the movies.

Your my first love and the only man i will ever love like this, how many people have the luck to experience this with their first love? Not many, 

I won't moap around you, Yes i will long for you, but being near to you every day is wonderful, especially now we have had this lovely sexy day, No, I know you love me in return,

I have never felt this positive in my life, I know I can and do anything on the property and you will behind me fully. I loved you this morning, but now it has a whole new meaning for me, your like my suit of armour against the world, protecting me, I now know whatever scrape i get myself into, you will always be there for me, and I am emboldened, 

Please don't cry anymore, beside the fact that James will see your puffy eyes, it breaks my heart, believe me Rory, I have never been so happy,  I will drive, let's go home, we have fish to share out,' I just couldn't believe what he was saying, he was content with this arrangement? 

He was a better man than me, I climbed on the back of the 4x4 and with my arms around his waist, and him driving with one hand on the handlebars, his other was holding both of mine at his waist, we headed home.