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Hi all.

I did not really know I had a wall type thing. I just noticed all of you that left messages. That's so fucking cool. I'm not used to it! I am working my way through a REALLY expensive degree program (not that I am going to be a nuclear physicist, just that I am going to a private Uni and the tuition is off the chain). So I had met a guy at my first class and we became friends and after 2 weeks he confided in me that he was working as a escort/companion and had no student loans at all. Well, long story short within 2 weeks I was doing the same thing and have not had to take out any more loans since last year and have already paid for my Fall tuition and books.

Anyways, I really like it because I can do what I want that's fun and pass up the gigs that don't interest me. So I really have not any horrible guys but no matter what anyone says, being a professional sex worker makes you cautious and a bit cynical of people even if you never had bad customers. That's why I was so happy and surprised to see everyone that left me messages on my Wall. I realized that in just a year I have almost come to associate gay boys and men as always having an ulterior motive because they want something from me. YET, none of you know me and I have not had a chance to answer messages, yet I get all those Wall posts. I took a look around and you guys do that for everyone! Fucking a, this is the only "real community" I have seen since FB and my High School Friends 2 years ago.

So this awesome porn site gave me a great lesson and restored some beliefs that I did not even know I had lost so badly - the belief that gay men don't always want my dick or ass. The lesson is that good people are just good people and everyone gets the benefit of the doubt that they are good until they prove themselves otherwise to be assholes. I COMPLETELY flipped that around in 1 year and had become the most cynical guy in the world before I even hit 19. Your cool words were profoundly important!! Thanks!!

xxxooo

The Jansokian Bros