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I woke early and text Ben to ask could I see him now, he text back and said 'I hope its urgent I am with Sammy. (His girlfriend ) I assured him it was and he said come over, it was a good distance to Ben's dorm so I was out of breath when I arrived and knocked on the door to his room, Ben opened it, he was wearing boxers and nothing else, he hugged me and invited me in, Sammy was lying in bed and his dorm mate Peter was sound asleep, I said hello to Sammy and she smiled and sank back onto the pillow. Ben took me to the bathroom and shut the door, 'I take it this is about the little Prince?' I nodded, 'well?' Ben you know he has been in my dorm for nearly a month and we have become very close, he stopped me, 'and your going to tell me your falling for him, is that right?' I blushed and nodded, Ben placed his arm around my shoulder,' Rory a blind man could see it!' 'I was shocked, 'do you mean to tell me that it is that obvious?' Ben smiled, 'well it is to me, don't worry I only surmised that was the case because I love you and I know you so well, does he reciprocate your feelings?' I lowered my head, ' I don't even know if he is gay!' Ben smiled, ' Do you mean your famous gaydar has failed you? I smiled ruefully, ' I honestly can't tell you Ben, he shows me affection he hugs only me and only in private, he sits beside me at our desk and there is always some part of him touching me, his leg against mine or his arm, but as regards gaydar, I just don't know, what do you think I should do? ' How important is it to you?' Important to wake you at 7 am.' I said grinning, 'You could tell him that you are bisexual' was Ben's suggestion, I just looked at him, 'and how do you suggest I work that into the conversation, he has never even asked me had I ever had a girlfriend, he is very polite and very naive. Ben hugged me, 'let me get back to bed and I will think on it but invite me to breakfast, text me when Tam s awake so it's not a surprise to him OK?' I nodded and left him and returned back to my dorm.

It was quite misty and the air was laden with moisture, and my hair was wet by the time I returned. Tam was still sleeping, I crept in and walked very quietly to the bathroom and toweled my hair, then I looked at my watch it had gone 8 am so I stripped off and showered, I had installed a power shower and it was a very invigorating way of waking up in the morning. I had just finished, got out and placed on my bathrobe when Tam walked in, a few seconds earlier and he would have seen me naked, 'Morning Tam sleep well, he walked towards me and hugged me, he was such a sweet boy, why say anything when a gesture would suffice, I hugged him back, I towered at least six inches above him, I placed my hand on his head and ruffled his hair,' Do you want to shower?' He shook his head, 'I just wanted to say good morning to you,' and he had one that by hugging me. I led him to our room and sat him down on his bed,' I was thinking of asking Ben to come for breakfast what do you think?' 'yes that would be nice," Tam was completely enraptured with me and Ben, he had never met twins before so he would examine us when Ben and I were together, Tam showered and I text Ben to come over and prepared porridge for three. Ben turned up on time and he hugged me and waved at Tam, " do you want a tot on yours," I asked Ben, he nodded, we all sat at the desk and Ben said, " I have some news for you,? " What news I echoed?" Sylvia is coming at lunch time to visit the gang" Tam looked at my expression and said "who is Sylvia?" Rory"s ex girlfriend." Ben explained to him, " you had a girlfriend? Tam seemed shocked, "some time ago", I smiled, but I was not looking forward to seeing Sylvia we had parted on bad terms because of my entanglement with Sigg but, as usual, I would be a gentleman about it.

We finished breakfast and Ben left, Tam was very quiet, "You OK Tam, " he nodded and cleared the table. We spent the morning cramming, I helped Tam with some of the more obscure English words, he had chosen to read Shakespeare,  which I thought was a bad idea but Tams reason was that if he could read the full novel Macbeth, and could understand It, the modern English would be easy and i did admire his work ethic, but he was very subdued the whole morning and he wouldn't be drawn. Lunchtime arrived and Ben Text me that Sylvia had arrived and was the center of attention, she had left for Cambridge three months earlier and this was the first time she had visited since. I had grave misgivings about Tam meeting her, she would immediately quiz him, that was her way so I decided not to take Tam, he was visibly upset, 'Are you ashamed of me,' he asked quietly?' 'Of course not but you don't know Sylvia, she will be questioning you about who you are and why are you with me, and I don't want there to be any problems about your identity leaking out, I will just go and say hello and be back soon OK? He lowered his head and sat on his bed, would he never cheer up, I thought to myself. I left him sitting there and grabbed my coat and just as I was about to open the door it knocked, I opened it and Sylvia, all six feet one of her, stood there smiling. 'Rory Darling,' she said smiling and walked in and hugged me,

'Hello Sylvia i was about to come down to see you,' she noticed Tam, 'Well well so you've finally found someone to share your room and he's cute to boot,' and she walked over to where Tam was sitting and reached out her hand, Tam rose from the bed and shook it with a wan smile on his face, 'and how long have you two been an item?' She asked turning towards me, her knowing that no straight boy would share my room,' Sylvia don't be rude Tam is just staying for a few months and then returning to his own university,' ' Don't be so defensive Rory,' let the boy speak for himself!' I asked Tam to excuse us and I bundled Sylvia out of the room and shut the door, 'Sylvia can't you see he was uncomfortable, there is nothing going on with us,' 'Does he know your bi? She asked me, ' I have told him nothing, there is no need anyway he is straight.' That's never stopped you before,' she said smiling, 'Just leave it Sylvia there's a good girl, I walked her to the canteen were the gang were congregated. 'You found him?' Cathy called out, and Sylvia nodded and Ben drew me aside, 'I didn't know she had gone to your room otherwise I would have text you, I told him not to worry and rushed back to Tam.

I opened my door and Tam was in bed his face turned to the wall, 'Tam, what is it are you well?' He turned towards me, 'was she your girlfriend?' I nodded,' not for long why?' 'She is very beautiful.' Yes but she can also be a bitch as you just found out! ' She thinks we are lovers?' He looked at me his eyes searching mine. 'Take no notice Tam,' 'but she asked if we were an item, that does mean lovers doesn't it?' Well this opportunity had finally presented itself, I would soon find out if this very sweet boy would still want to live in my dorm room with me. 'Tam, the reason she said that is because I am bisexual, do you understand?' He sat up, 'You like boys and girls?' I nodded, 'Are you shocked or upset Tam? He didn't say anything, I walked over and poured myself an early scotch I need it. I turned and Tam had stood up. 'Why didn't you tell me, are you ashamed to be this way?' I took a swig, 'No Tam but if I had told you I was bisexual you might not have wanted to be friends or move in, and if that happened I couldn't protect you, do you understand? I didn't mean to deceive you.' 'Do you like me? He said very quietly, 'yes Tam of course i like you we have become good friends this past month, are you sorry you moved in now?  Tam spoke quietly 'I mean do you like me as a boy likes a boy?' So there it was, a direct question, I couldn't lie to him, I cared too much for him, 'Yes Tam I like you as a boy likes a boy.' He just ran towards me and threw himself into my arms and held me, I wrapped my arms around him and held him tight, what did this mean, was it a goodbye hug, is this now over? He wispeared in my ear,' I have liked you from the moment I met you' I pulled him away from me, 'really Tam?' He nodded, 'But when your brother mentioned your ex-girlfriend coming to visit I thought you wouldn't like me the same way.' I just drew him to me and kissed him he responded and it felt wonderful, we had been together for nearly a month and we hadn't even seen each other naked, we both suddenly became shy, I didn't know what to do next. I sat down at the desk and I asked him,' have you ever been with a boy?' 'No I have been with no-one, I have never liked anyone before I met you,' 'but you met Ben first and he is my twin, did you not like him?' He smiled at me, 'No, but as soon as he called to you and I saw you I knew you would be someone special, and when you took me out and were willing to pay for my dinner and all the other kindnesses I just liked you even more, but I wouldn't have said anything in case I frightened you away.' I couldn't help myself, I held him to me, cheek to cheek and stroked his thick black hair, this sweet boy cared for me and was quite prepared to forgo those feelings in case he lost me. We chatted the whole afternoon, Ben text me to tell me Sylvia was leaving, I asked him to tell her goodbye for me and I took Tam out to dinner to celebrate, not back to the Japanese restaurant but to a smart french bistro and we had Chateau briand, the waiter brought a selection of steaks, Tap picked one and the waiter retired to equally divide it into two, as you know, a Chateau Briand is a steak for two people to share. we washed it down with a vintage claret, we ended up leaving my Range Rover there and we took a taxi back to University.

I must admit that with all my sexual experience with different boys from the village, I was stumped with Tam, how could I treat this boy like them, I couldn't possibly be as wanton, he was innocent, he was precious, I just had to treat him like the Prince he was, and be as defferant as possible. We arrived back at Uni at 1 pm, we were both quiet, we just held hands, I.opened the door and we walked in together, I suggested that we shower together, I blushed as I said it and he blushed when he heard it. We undressed to our boxers and I ran the bath,  'let's have a nice warm soak?' Tam nodded, I had never felt so self conscious in front of a boy before, we shyly undressed without looking at each other and I slipped in first, Tam covered himself with his hands and joined me we relaxed, it is a particularly deep bath so we could submerge ourselves up to our necks but our knees stuck out, especially mine being taller, my childhood yellow duck floated between us and we both laughed and it broke the ice, 'Lean forward Tam' he did so and I squeezed some shampoo into his hair and began to wash it, he was silent but smiling, I asked him to turn around, which he did and I pulled him gently towards me and he lent with his back against my chest it must have been obvious to him that I had an erection, I soaped his chest and shoulders, I could feel his body settle against me as he relaxed, he tilted his head backwards and it rested on my shoulder, I lent down and kissed him he reached up and held my head gently, he twisted sideways and kissed me properly, I slid my hand down and held his erect penis it was surprisingly large for a small boy, thick with a huge mushroom head, I felt it throb in my hand, he reached down and held mine and gasped as he felt my eight and a half inches, he turned completely around and faced me, I wrapped my arms around his back and we smooched, it was lovely, he held the kiss eyes closed, I slid further down into the bath and he was lying completely on top of me, our penises were alongside and we throbbed together, he drew his lips away and lay his cheek against mine. 'Shall we go to bed?' He whispered, I nodded, we rose from the bath and stepped out, I toweled us both and we padded naked, still erect to my bed and slipped between the sheets, I had no intention of taking him all the way, after all this was his first time, we kissed again and explored each others body's.