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I thought I would repost this with more information and explanation so it would be a little easier to respond to. 

Lol it occurs to me I should participate more. I just passed my 1700th day of membership. A lot has changed in those 5 years. Came out, earned a college degree, and found an amazing boyfriend. We've been dating over 2 years and we live together. I think I want to ask him to marry me. It's a big decision. What do you all think? I love him and I am not getting any younger. We've discussed it. And we agreed there's no particular rush, not as if I can get him pregnant after all. Or rather in our relationship, he would be the one getting me pregnant ;-). It seems like he wants to get married but he's not in any hurry. I am not either so I don't plan on going out and buying a ring today or anything. I need time to do some deep thinking and confirm this is what I really want. I've been faithful (so has he, to my knowledge and I have zero reason to suspect otherwise) and we have been monogamous,so no threesomes or open relationship or anything like that. Yeah, we fight but never anything that got too serious. Nine times out of ten, we are able to talk through our differences and come to a compromise. I'm a little bit of a militant atheist and lean pretty far toward the Libertarian side whereas he's more of a spiritually agnostic democratic socialist. So there is some interesting dinner table talk to be sure and I don'r get on my soap box about the evils of religion as much as I used to. We both have good paying jobs and we have already made it though a year of living together with very few issues. Lol, we certainly spend our free time like a married couple. Shopping, NetFlix, take-out and a glass of wine is considered a fun night. It's much better than being dragged to the club 3 nights a week, six hours a night, to which I was subjected by my ex. So, all in all my heart and my head is telling me to go for it. Right now, it is hard to imagine my life without him. I wish he weren't at work right now so I could cuddle up close to him and tell him I love him more than anything. Because, well, I do. -B-