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Misguided Lust

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There was a guy went to school with and have lusted after for about 25 years.

Back in the day he was really cute with a great body, cock and personality; he was the first guy I had sex with (even though he is straight) and we were inseparable all through high school.

He moved to London in 1994, and although I thought about him all the time and we corresponded by email, we never actually met in person until last month when he was back in the country for a visit.

Anyway - now he is 'old'.

I got a bit of a shock to see he has aged and has a 'tummy', nearly bald and is no longer the lovely young guy I used to lust after and have sex with twice a week.

The point is I am now feeling a bit stupid - having an image of someone which was frozen in time - and not taking into account the aging process and so getting such a shock when I saw him again.

I know this must sound really awful, but after spending 25 years often thinking how hard done by I am that he and I were not lifelong gay partners in a civil union or married - (his heterosexuality being a spanner in the works for one thing!) - I now am ashamed to be thinking "considering his looks and physique faded I think I had a lucky escape!"

Has this happened to anyone else?

Does this make me really shallow?

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12 years ago

Love it creaming in my moms vagina

12 years ago

@Robinq Not all of us have sex with our mothers ya sick fuck

12 years ago

Old can be very hot and juicy

12 years ago

You said the magic words here misguided and that is....."Now he's old"
Don't worry about it though mate because that's why gay men in their 30s 40s and 50s all hit on and go after young boys!
If ya don't believe me just ask 98% of all the members on this site! There all in their 30s and 40s or older, have profile pictures of the young boys they really aren't and would love to F@#k, post fake ages, and put all kinds of pictures, graphics and all kinds of cool things designed to intrigue and lure young boys into thinking they are cool, hip or with it in hopes of getting them as friends or in bed with them! Pretty disturbing but yeah that's GBT a haven for pedophiles to watch boy videos of teens so they can relive their lost youth vicariously all over again! SO sad ^_^

12 years ago

my bf and i talk about aging sometimes and wonder what we will be like in 25 years. we're bound to love each other regardless, even if one of use goes bald and the other gains weight. or whatever happens. the erie part is thinking of sucking my bf's 50 year old cock. yuck. or that we will still want to make luv to each other. i'm sure we will, it's just thinking of it and thoughts go to men we know that age, including our Dad's and if their penises are still working and attractive looking. and then there is always viagra for when they won't work!

mophead2009
mophead2009
12 years ago

25 years is a long time have you looked in a mirror too have you not aged 25 years also may be your friend said if only i said i was gay 25 years ago i could have had a beautiful boy friend today

12 years ago

we all age and change usually not for the better....was your friend just an object for you to adore or was he a true friend? It happens to all of us.

Domono1
Domono1
12 years ago

Someone needs to come up with a fountain of youth. I would suspect that if two people grew old together looks wouldn't matter. But in your case if you haven't seen the person in sooooooo many years and your last image of him was of him having this flawless body, I probably would be shock also. Unless of course I also had aged a lot and also was balding and had a pot belly(muffin top). I don't want to grow old and lost my youth. Someone needs to invent something to keeps us young.

12 years ago


There are more important things in life than looks....like money for example.

12 years ago

hey nick,,, not to worry. .i went to a aniversary party for an uncle. .tommy was there. .my age.friend when we were teens...he had gained a lot of weight. he was 300 pounds. .I was shocked. .you should not feel bad.

12 years ago

No your not shallow. We all remember those the last time we have seen them. Unfortunately we get older and many changes occur.

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