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What it feels like to me...
coming out and letting the world know who and what I am. Being in "the closet" as the saying goes. It is as if the world around me has been and may continue to be hiding lies. Like as to say, all the "politically correct" term go. Including educational and vocabular meaning to which is what "reaaally is". For ex, I feel like the determination of sexes male and female have been "joked" on me all my life. Meaning a "boy" is really a identifying as the "female". In a clearer point of view I'll say reciprocated. Boy means a girl and a girl means a boy. Like as if to keep those in "the closet" shy, scared etc. I feel Dumb needless to say. Time and date to me seems unreal. In exmpl to that. I feel like there's SOMEONE or some people who celebrate "christmas" different times of the year around the world. Like everything has gotten frozen in my life. I stopped believing in the calendar because I don't feel the age that marks from birth. It pushes my curiosity vaguely to wonder the end of life. Keeping that in mind forces me to not too anything that dumb and more and more as the sun and moons lance across the skies to me the world seems froze. My mind kind of still feels as if I were that overly obese little boy I used to be many seasons ago. A 250+ pound child at maxed before I dropped extensively to over half that today. Just THOUGHT I say what's REALLY on my mind. I will not respond back to any comments. I had to free this thought it is all.
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