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the fakers make it too much for me to stay. i have hope that we have other place by now like the no porn boyspop but dont know what go on and not like attack nick at all cos he do a lot just keep this place and get smackup with complainin enough.

to the guys who friend me and like chat and are so real and we talk about things more than a pic or video, i really love you as me friends. i try to start a little place but now am like bullied a way from there cos of one or two who think they own that space but i know who really does. just too much and maybe because im aspie but when i try to do things like setup support site and then get told it not good enough and im like well- you help me? no i dont need that.

i hope some will come copy the links to trevorproject and malesurvivor to put on their profiles and reach out spread word of help for all hurtin.

im ok and actual meet someone here who i know i am in love with and i give him all time he needs cos know love is patient and kind. no rush. hell, im not turn 21 until july.

so i say fare well from here before sunday start in east usa and if ever we see each other somewhere else you hear me say 'cead mile failte' means 100,000 welcomes if i ever get a new place goin. just lot to think about right now and laugh all you want but i rather be in love with so special a guy i meet on porn site than never have love at all!

so take care and i wish all happiness and peace in this life and also like always, big hugs and buddy love from me to you

~billy