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ever feel that way? i have and maybe more than most guys. some here know i'm an aspie ~ have aspergers syndrom ~ but i can say honest that since come this place almost year and half ago even leave and come back, this place more than just a porn site and i'm so much to help nick get other site without porn goin cos not only think but KNOW it can help so many people. not sure 'boyspop' the right name for it but something cos i know others here for real care about each other.
first 10 years of me life i am trapped in body control by miswire brain. some know couple of stories with me gran who always say she know im 'in here' and she the one who see it be true, from make a salad and i get upset cant talk but make her understand she forget green pepper. then one day, so thirsty and dehydrate and sick cos me sugar high from it and i finally say 'DWINK!' and all know i am here for real. so im sayin to you if you feel like your boy time lost for any reason, cos know you are homosexual but afraid or you get hurt and feel shame like i have also, or told you 'abomination' by church or feel hate from any one, i firstly say GOD love you. not say i am born this way but know HE love me. gran make sure i know that so i share her love with you. next i say you find that boy in you even if you 111 and you watch the video with him and at long time past should be let him BE FREE. if you 20 like me and still feel so much hurt come with me and for 5 minutes find how it is to BE FREE. watch over 100 times if you want but BE FREE. no more hurt, in prison of heart mind or soul. no more think you not good enough or shameful. you reach and spin with your eyes and know what it is like to BE FREE. i think big message to all those think of end their life is 'why?' you can BE FREE and love of all who know it will help you. i come to think that suicide is like self death sentence cos so not feel freedom. but it is a lie to self and we all need make clear that it is a lie and people love so you can BE FREE not execute self. we need to make that other place so ALL can BE FREE and have happier LIFE!
youre somebody not nobody. if you feel like you nobody come over to me profile and know i will be your friend. not the biggest poster here (i have post before but lose when leave go to anon) so if that not biggest reason for be here, you want friends well i will be one.
ya you are somebody so why not BE FREE?!
first 10 years of me life i am trapped in body control by miswire brain. some know couple of stories with me gran who always say she know im 'in here' and she the one who see it be true, from make a salad and i get upset cant talk but make her understand she forget green pepper. then one day, so thirsty and dehydrate and sick cos me sugar high from it and i finally say 'DWINK!' and all know i am here for real. so im sayin to you if you feel like your boy time lost for any reason, cos know you are homosexual but afraid or you get hurt and feel shame like i have also, or told you 'abomination' by church or feel hate from any one, i firstly say GOD love you. not say i am born this way but know HE love me. gran make sure i know that so i share her love with you. next i say you find that boy in you even if you 111 and you watch the video with him and at long time past should be let him BE FREE. if you 20 like me and still feel so much hurt come with me and for 5 minutes find how it is to BE FREE. watch over 100 times if you want but BE FREE. no more hurt, in prison of heart mind or soul. no more think you not good enough or shameful. you reach and spin with your eyes and know what it is like to BE FREE. i think big message to all those think of end their life is 'why?' you can BE FREE and love of all who know it will help you. i come to think that suicide is like self death sentence cos so not feel freedom. but it is a lie to self and we all need make clear that it is a lie and people love so you can BE FREE not execute self. we need to make that other place so ALL can BE FREE and have happier LIFE!
youre somebody not nobody. if you feel like you nobody come over to me profile and know i will be your friend. not the biggest poster here (i have post before but lose when leave go to anon) so if that not biggest reason for be here, you want friends well i will be one.
ya you are somebody so why not BE FREE?!
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